hope S P R I N G S eternal

I m feeling wad the he** So sick and tired today and hence, i din turned up for the road race...And sick is not only physically sick(DIARRHOEA), BUT emotionally/psychologically sick...
My feeling now is frustrated+worrisome+dumb+++++
Having planned, do, execute things isnt wad i was supposed to do, isnt it? But without executing, who will do it? Withouting anyone executing it, I WILL FEEL GUILTY..hated this kind of feeling but i still cannot stop myself from exerting pressure upon myself..(The personality test is 90% accurate in determining ME)
Since this class is like that, y should i bother...I m juz a Vice-chair wad..crap...
I m expressing this unconventional and vexed feelings down at my blog because i dont know who can i turn to...
At last i really went home on friday and left the cny thing to gaomin cuz i think i m gonna faint sooner or later without having to go see the doctor..
I was down with fatique till i lose focus and lost my wallet on the way home okay..(Actually NOT!) And i thought that i left it in bus 15..So i went moving around with my "sickness" and made a report--REPORT to SBS transit, REPORT to Police station, REPORT to POSB bank(cuz my wallet consist of my posb card)...All the REPORTS GAVE ME ONLI ONE ANSWER: k we will help u check abt it...blablabla...maybe u can wait first b4 u cancel ur account..blablabla...
Then i thought that my wallet will be lost forever UNTIL SOMEONE RANG MY HOUSE DOORBELL 2 hours later..
She was a malay lady with her husband waiting down the stairs for her to return my wallet!!!!!! OMG...............
I said THANK U TO HER DONNO FOR HOW MANY TIMES and asked if both of them wants to come into my hse for a drink! LOL...
I was so lucky to have met them, she found it at my drop-off point(bus-stop)...and both of them lived just at the next block....If we are fated to meet again, i will definitely give them a good treat..hahax..
Thankx to my prayers ..it does work ...i got back my wallet after lighting the incense sticks and praying to my grandparents =)

If anyone wants to take the personality test, plz go to
http://www.humanmetrics.com/cgi-win/JTypes2.asp (I am ENFJ)

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心情天天天天紛亂
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有一種預感愛就要離岸
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沒有你分享分擔
我的快樂悲傷
心情天天天天紛亂
我一再試探你一再隱瞞
是誰改變愛情原來的模樣
有一種預感愛就要離岸
所有回憶卻慢慢碎成片段
不能盡歡愛總是苦短
我只想要你最後的答案
有一種預感想挽回太難
對你還有無可救藥的期盼
我坐立難安望眼欲穿
我會永遠守在燈火闌珊的地方
有一種預感愛就要離岸
所有回憶卻慢慢碎成片段
不能盡歡愛總是苦短
我只想要你最後的答案
有一種預感想挽回太難
對你還有無可救藥的期盼
我坐立難安望眼欲穿
我會永遠守在燈火闌珊的地方
我坐立難安望眼欲穿
我會永遠守在燈火闌珊的地方

Jasmine aka Lihin
3:41 PM