Envisage our future

2010-08-22T14:28:00.001+08:00

I am having Sunday Bluez rite now and there is no reason to it ....ARHHh...

2010-08-12T13:59:00.002+08:00

FLYING OFF TO TAIWAN IN 17 HOURS ~~ SO WISH THAT I CAN FEEL THE ADRENALINE RUSH IN ME BUT IT HASNT COME YET HAHA...

2010-08-12T02:31:00.003+08:00

My blog is so freaking dead alr...nowadays i seriously don hv the drive to blog and i dont know y...It is either i am too lazy to blog cuz i am so busy all the time or that i cant think of anything to blog about ....

I guessed as i get older, i tend to enjoy life much more than anything else...I used to blog about unhappy incidents when i was in my sec sch and jc ....probably,things have changed for the better, and i am feeling happier in uni...WEEEEEE

2010-08-03T12:28:00.002+08:00

I Told You So -Carrie Underwood

Suppose I called you up tonight and told you that I loved you
And suppose I said "I wanna come back home".
And suppose I cried and said "I think I finally learned my lesson"
And I'm tired a-spendin' all my time alone.

If I told you that I realised you're all I ever wanted
And it's killin' me to be so far away.
Would you tell me that you loved me too and would we cry together?
Or would you simply laugh at me and say:

"I told you so, oh I told you so
I told you some day you come crawling back and asking me to take you in
I told you so, but you had to go
Now I found somebody new and you will never break my heart in two again".

If I got down on my knees and told you I was yours forever
Would you get down on yours too and take my hand?
Would we get that old time feelin', would we laugh and talk for hours
The way we did when our love first began?

Would you tell me that you'd missed me too and that you'd been so lonely
And you waited for the day that I returned.
And we'd live in love forever and that I'm your one and only
Or would you say the tables finally turned?

Would you say:

"I told you so, oh I told you so
I told you some day you come crawling back and asking me to take you in
I told you so, but you have to go
Now I found somebody new and you will never break my heart in two again".

"Now I found somebody new and you will never break my heart in two again".

Nice song, great lyrics, fantastic vocal =)

2010-07-29T11:21:00.004+08:00

Woosh! SPMS FOC was just over and the feeling was just great! Zwicky are all nice ppl and a bunch of enthusiastic kids! =p yea..and Great SAs and Fabulous GLs too ;)

It has been a few days after the camp was over..and my job assignments have just ended as well. I am just awaiting for my pay to arrive though i have another weekend job =DD The feeling of Nua-ing at home is just gratifying and shiok...Well i haven been resting at home for quite some time alr...at least i get to touch my butt on the sofa for this once...HAHA...Sometimes it is just ironic...there are times whereby u wanna stay at home just to slack and be in a daze for all day/week...but at the same time, u feel the sense of loneliness emerging inside u ...Having a KTV, a piano and even a threadmill for now accounts to nothing other than a playing toy to me ;) I guess many of us will feel the same too...Hence i am always outside then..Even if i am not meeting anyone, i would love to enjoy the breeze in the open air alone=))

2010-07-07T15:31:00.002+08:00

I got a feeling i feel happier in the past, when there is no worries and just pure studying. But nowadays, life seemed a little meaningless having faced with situations which cant be changed. Instead, the more u wanna revamp the situation, the worse it becomes.

2010-06-27T23:31:00.007+08:00

Highly Recommended KBS drama~~ It turns out to a little draggy in between. But the introduction is good and it is kinda touching as the story proceeds. And most importantly, "It has to be you" sang by Yesung of Super Junior is especially nice! =D

Updated by Jas who cant believe how busy she would get. Planning is tough, and yes, taking actions are worse =S

2010-06-22T21:23:00.002+08:00

歌名:你好嗎

作曲:光良, 編曲:
監製:光良, 填詞:葛大為

習慣失眠的夜晚　提前打烊的街角
每個離去的身影　都以為是你
記憶在寂寞的夜空　回到了從前
沒想到　不夠勇敢的我　能學會　一個人生活

你好嗎　想說這句話　想看你的臉
我閉上眼　默默地想念
你好嗎　想說這句話　唯一的心願
我閉上眼　卻以為你還在身邊

是否遠方的夜晚　也有相似的街角
有個熟悉的身影　讓你想起我
記憶在寂寞的夜空　回到了從前
我相信　堅強勇敢的你　已學會　一個人生活

你好嗎　掙扎和思念　都怕你聽見
如何遮掩　不捨地留戀
你好嗎　說完這句話　放心地走遠
我閉上眼　溫暖了最初的心願

I think alot of ppl donno whether i am Ang Moh pai or Chinese pai....Well...i think i can only say that i am half-half...-_-....typical Singaporean i guessed...I am not good in writing chinese words but oral is always a distinction...I am not very good in writing English essays as well...but speaking is quite fine to me..
I donno y i am saying this...probably i have nth to blog about...well...

A very nice song of Guang Liang...do enjoy =D

2010-06-07T23:34:00.002+08:00

Busy Buzzy Busy...But i hope to be busy anyway...well planning a trip to HK with my close friends and also finding freelance jobs for survival. Otherwise no money to go shopping in HK. Well staying at home makes life freaking bored. I rather get my feets up to work and earn money instead. Most likely will be attending dance class. Any gals wanna join J/K pop dance with me? haha i guessed most of my friends are busy working or going back to school for CCA..otherwise, they rather slack at home. Unlike me, i rather go out and either have fun or gain some fruitful experience. I hate rotting at home though i have the piano with me....Guessed i am too lazy to type out the details of my "life" during this holiday. tsk tsk..lol

2010-06-02T14:24:00.002+08:00

Sigh...i think i will get a refund on the course i just recently joined. Guessed no one is interested in joining music composing course during this June holiday ehz....I see no point in joining if the instructor is gonna just teach me only...the fun isnt there...Gotta think of some plans to make my holiday season more worthwhile....Working here and there and meeting up is okay, but i prefer learning something new...mmmm

2010-05-27T15:10:00.003+08:00

Results are out for this semester...well i did improved and at least it is a relief for me...Okay nth much to talk abt it as well...

Seriously i think i need to take up some courses during the holidays. Feel like doing what i wanted to do all along....Learn. Sing. Compose and Play...I believe if i start to engage myself in all these 4 objectives during this holiday, i will achieve certain attainment and sense of satisfaction...hahhaaa

Another 4 objectives that i have to attain is to ....Learn. Teach. Engage and Earn! Cuz no money = no fun ...HAHA

Thinking of ways to make full use of this holiday...and of course meet up with old friends =D

2010-05-23T00:30:00.002+08:00

Sigh..it has been a long time eversince i start blogging again...i think one day i may just declare my blog being dead...zzzz

I have been enjoying a month of holiday already and also sourcing for freelance jobs to keep myself occupied. Have definitely found a few .. and also.working on them. Waiting for one to start in july , as well as slacking at home and finding friends to meet-up during this vacation, otherwise the new semester starts and everyone gets busy again.

All in all, seniors camp was fun. Really hope that FOC will be much more fun and interesting =D

Quote for the day: Music expresses that which cannot be put into words
and that which cannot remain silent.

2010-03-27T15:40:00.004+08:00

Lucas Till is just so cute and loving in this mv!! heeexx...love the lyrics too!

Taylor Swift- You belong with me lyrics

You're on the phone with your girlfriend, she's upset
She's going off about something that you said
'Cause she doesn't get your humor like I do

I'm in the room, it's a typical Tuesday night
I'm listening to the kind of music she doesn't like
And she'll never know your story like I do

But she wears short skirts, I wear T-shirts
She's Cheer Captain and I'm on the bleachers
Dreaming about the day when you wake up and find
That what you're looking for has been here the whole time

If you could see that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along, so why can't you see?
You, you belong with me, you belong with me

Walking the streets with you and your worn-out jeans
I can't help thinking this is how it ought to be
Laughing on a park bench, thinking to myself
Hey, isn't this easy?

And you've got a smile that could light up this whole town
I haven't seen it in a while since she brought you down
You say you're fine, I know you better than that
Hey, what ya doing with a girl like that?

She wears high heels, I wear sneakers
She's Cheer Captain and I'm on the bleachers
Dreaming about the day when you wake up and find
That what you're looking for has been here the whole time

If you could see that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along, so why can't you see?
You belong with me

Standing by and waiting at your back door
All this time how could you not know?
Baby, you belong with me, you belong with me

Oh, I remember you driving to my house in the middle of the night
I'm the one who makes you laugh when you know you're 'bout to cry
And I know your favorite songs and you tell me 'bout your dreams
Think I know where you belong, think I know it's with me

Can't you see that I'm the one who understands you?
Been here all along, so why can't you see?
You belong with me

Standing by and waiting at your back door
All this time, how could you not know?
Baby, you belong with me, you belong with me

You belong with me
Have you ever thought just maybe
You belong with me?
You belong with me

2010-03-14T14:28:00.003+08:00

Younha – Broke Up Today Lyrics

saehayan meopeulleoe eolgureul mutgo
bulgeojin nuneul kkamppagimyeo neol gidaryeosseo
museun yaegil hago peunji geu mal
al geotdo gateunde moreugesseo
eosaekhan nuninsae mogi meigo
han bal mulleo seon uri dul gonggane nunmul teojigo
hwaganaseo sorichideut garan nae mareun
beolsseo neon aju meolli darana beoryeosseo

oneul heeojyeosseoyo uri heeojyeosseoyo
nae mam al geot gatdamyeon yeopeseo gachi ureojwoyo
naneun andoenabwayo yeoksi aningabwayo
eolmana deoureoya jedaero saranghalkkayo

gwitgaen simjangsori geudae ulligo
jiun ni beonho jiulsurok deouk ttoryeotaejigo
eonjebuteo eodibuteo meoreojingeonji
bunmyeonghi eojekkajin nal saranghaenneunde

oneul heeojyeosseoyo uri heeojyeosseoyo
nae mam al geot gatdamyeon yeopeseo gachi ureojwoyo
naneun andoenabwayo yeoksi aningabwayo
eolmana deo ureoya jedaero saranghalkkayo

cham johasseo neomu johaseo deo apeujyo
sarange tto sogeun naega miwo

geunyang naoji mal geol geunyang apeuda hal geol
uri saranghan gieok geuge neol butjaba jul tende
neoneun naeireul salgo naneun oneureul sara
amudo amugeotdo nal utgehal suneun eobseo

oneul heeojyeosseoyo uri heeojyeosseoyo
nae mam al geot gatdamyeon yeopeseo gachi ureojwoyo
naneun andoenabwayo yeoksi aningabwayo eolmana
deo ureoya jedaero sarang halkkayo

Went out with Jun, Wenz , Fern and Lam to celebrate Jun's birthday ytd...It is a joyous occasion even though we didnt HTHT much...just kept on playing different sorts of Korean mtvs in Kbox to hype up ourselves and make everyone happy! I admit that i was very sleepy and tired after 2 midterm tests but i still managed to put in abit of energy for my best friends since we haven had much time to meet up...And i feel like dancing all of a sudden...Everyone is so into K-pop dance nowadays! wahahahaa!

Well...Even though this is an emo song, i still love this! Enjoy!

2010-03-07T13:35:00.000+08:00

I am in love with this song!

들리나요 (duelrinayo) - Taeyeon (Beethoven Virus OST)
(Rom)

Jogeumman ahpado nummulnayo
Gaseumyi soricheoyo
Geudae apeul guedae gyeoteul jinamyeon

Ontong sesangi geudaeyindae
Geudaeman geurineundae
Geudae appaeseu sumyul jukyeoyo

Naegae geudaega inyangi ahnin geotcheoreom
Geujeo seuchinun sunganin geotcheoreom
Sibgae nal jinajineun geudae gyeotae
Ddoo dagaga han geolyeumjocha
Chae tal su eobseuljirado

Seoseongyigae hae nummuljiegae hae...
Babocheoreom ahyicheoreom
Chalayi geunyang ohsobeoryeo
Jeom jeom daga seolsurok
Jagu geobi najiman
Yi sarangeun meongchul suga umnabwa

Wae nae sarangman deohdingeojyo
Nae sarangman himdeuljyo
Geudae apeil guedae gyeote yiteohdo

Ontong saesangi geudaeyinde
Geudaeman boyinunde
Geudae appaeseon nan meon gokman bwayo.

Naegae geudaega ggok majimak in geotcheoreom
Naege majimak sunganin geotcheoreom
Swibge nal jinajineun geudae gyeote
Ddoo dagaga hangeolyeum jocha
Chae tte sul eobseojirado

Seoseongyigae hae nummuljiegae hae...
Babocheoreom ahyicheoreom chalari geunyang ohseobeoryeo
Jeomjeom daga seolsurok jagu geobi najiman
I sarangeun meomchul suga eobnabwa

Meon balchiseo na jamsirado
Geudae barabol su yitohdo
Geugae sarangyijo

Hoksi yi gidarimyi yi geuriumyi
Dahyeul ttaemyeon deullil ttaemyeon
Chalayi molleun cheok hajwoyo
Geudaeyaegae galsurok jagu geomi najiman
Yi sarangeun meomchul suga eobneyo

2010-03-01T22:52:00.002+08:00

PRIORITIZE WAD IS IMPORTANT TO U GAL! yes...have to say that to myself right now...

I really need to start mugging.....STAY FOCUS! FOCUS! GAMBETTE TO MYSELF AND OTHERS!
Stay happy!! =)

2010-02-26T19:08:00.003+08:00

I hope i wont feel down...tell me i wont feel down .....i know, i will not feel down =)

Ruiqi did a powerpoint point slide for me just to convey this message to me...:"I see you sad also will sad de. Cos I don’t know how to console you. Don’t upset k. not good your health.
SMILEEEEEEEEEE! "

I find it funny and touching ...thankx a million gal! I shall stay happy!

The video and song that she dedicated for me...hahaz...So sweet of u ah , ruichee...lol... And to all my friends out there, i hope no matter wat happens, you ppl too...do stay positive and smilez =)

2010-02-19T21:43:00.002+08:00

I just went jogging though i was super duper tired today....and also went youtubing , slacking ,and resting after my jog...
I wanna share this song with everyone since its lyrics are meaningful and i just simply love the beat and rhythm!... just to convey this message to ppl around me that i do treasure u people alot=)..hope u will also treasure ur loved ones and not regret if everything is just too late....

2010-02-16T23:49:00.009+08:00

This year's CNY Day 2 is kinda different for me...hahahahz....went to eat ice cream (the new ice cream shop near my hse) with my brother ,sister and sister's bf =) Yea the ice cream is not too bad though it is slightly overpriced ...lol

And i am now back in hall! ~~ abit sianz....the break time is just so so short...>.< How i wish to have a longer holiday period! hahhaahz

Some of my CNY day 2 pics

2010-02-14T21:52:00.014+08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR AND VALENTINE'S DAY to all! It has been a tiring day after long hours of visiting~~~.....In any case i still love the new year ! Just finished LAO YU SHENG...i actually said smth kinda funny while i was holding my chopsticks and started to LAO the YU SHENG....LOL...my cousin and sis actually laughed when they heard me saying that...HAHA but i shall not reveal wad i said! =p

CNY DAY 1 photos!

2010-02-06T15:49:00.002+08:00

My brother(aka twin brother) is so sweet to his gf! I got a shocked when he showed me the paper cranes and heart-shapes that he folded for his gf's birthday(which is practially tmr)...
I was asking him: Hey u know how to fold paper cranes? heart-shapes? and even fold a paper box meh?
He replied: It took me hours to do that man! I actually googled youtube to learn how to fold a box, heart shapes and paper cranes!!!
I told him that once u get into a relationship, u really changed...hahahax...

2010-01-23T17:43:00.002+08:00

sarangul mar-haji mothae-sso
majimang nunul kamnun / sunkanedo
gu do-ngan haeng-bo-khae-ssot-ji-man
I know we must say good-bye
We must say good-bye

naru-nijeya alge dwaen-nunde
i modun-ge jinjang sarangiran-gol
kudaeyo chebal kajimarayo
jebal narul ttonakaji marayo
I know we must say good-bye
We must say good-bye

shigani hullogan dwi-eya
igoshi…sarangin jul arassul ddae
kutorok ma-rhae-wa-ssot-ji-man
I know we must say good-bye
We must say good-bye

naru-nijeya alge dwaen-nunde
i modun-ge jinjang sarangiran-gol
kudaeyo chebal kajimarayo
jebal narul ttonakaji marayo
I know we must say good-bye
We must say good-bye

naru-nijeya alge dwaen-nunde
i modun-ge jinjang sarangiran-gol
kudaeyo chebal kajimarayo
jebal narul ttonakaji marayo
I know we must say good-bye
We must say good-bye

sarangul mar-haji mo-thae-sso…

Release me, I know the only way
To reach me, that is the way that it should be
So free me from all your memories
I know we must say good-bye
We must say good-bye

If you belong in this world
Then I know we’ll take the step to every road
Now alone, I realize you’re far ahead
Without knowing you were there still in my heart
I know we must say good-bye
We must say good-bye

Release me, I know the only way
To reach me, that is the way that it should be
So free me from all your memories
I know we must say good-bye
We must say good-bye

Can’t we belong in this world?
Then I’m sure you’d take me to your every road
Just one thing, not realizing you were there
Without knowing you were there still in your heart
I know we must say good-bye
We must say good-bye
I know we must say good-bye

Must we say good-bye…

2010-01-06T22:46:00.011+08:00

Just yesterday night (5th Jan) , the day before my sister's birthday which is on the 6th (today)....I started sms-ing my sister(though she is asleep) when the clock strucks 12am...

Here are my words in the sms:

Happy birthday monkey(she always call me piggy)....just to tell you i am going out in 10 hours time just to get cake for you and go home afterwards>.<....so don disturb me when you wake up tomoro morning hor...

HAHA but then....the next day....SHE STILL DISTURBED ME FROM MY SLEEP...She woke me up at 10am and ask me where's the camera? (SO MEAN!! LOL)

But afterwhich...i went back to sleep...and at around 11am...she started DISTURBING me again from my sleep..ask me: " wanna order macdonals?!!"
(mmm....okay this is SWEET! ...hahaha....at least never pangseh me and eat mac herself...BUT still... i scared fat, so i rejected her offer)

Then at 1230pm, she went out to celebrate bdae with bf...and i slack at home and chit chat in msn will 4pm then i stepped out of the house to buy COCO EXOTIC CAKE for her at four leaves...

So sianz...the shop don accept nets or credit card...in the end i got no cash with me i still have to walk to atm and withdraw money..-_-

SO TIRING....then after i bought the cake, it was so so heavy...i went to buy some last minute gift for my sis...HAHA the gift was so budget that i feel so paiseh infront of her yet i still act act and said : HEY I GOT A SURPRISE FOR U! I BOUGHT SOME NECESSITIES FOR U SINCE U ALWAYS LOST THESE NECESSITIES!....MUAHAHAHA

BUT I ALSO PLAY A SONG FOR HER ON MY PIANO!! HAHA...AND SHE COMPLIMENTED! HEE HEE....so happy sia...

Heehee ...here's the photos and the necessities that i bought for her..

THIS IS THE DAMN heavy cake...the cake is kinda small lor..the box makes the whole thing heavy...

See...the box so big yet the cake so small....But it is damn yummy and sinful!!! lol

opps...kinda blur...from my hp, that's y...lol

OKAY THIS IS THE DAMN BUDGET GIFTS I HAVE FOR HER...LOL...plus i fork out abit of the money for the cake....hahaha...she kinda finds it funny when i gave her a comb and hair accessory...and i let chose the combs and ribbons some more lor...cuz i bought some for myself..HEEX...

It is so nice to see ur loved ones happy and u feel happy for them=) Haiz...once school reopens, i may not get to spend more time with them liaoz....and even with my besties...my other frenz...and etc...

2010-01-05T11:54:00.017+08:00

Okay school is gonna start very very soon....if i am outside all day long, i feel as though time past very quickly. But it is the new year, i believe i m gonna indulge in reminiscence and do some keep recall of the days i spent in year 2009.

Well it has been a very fruitful year for me especially after the A levels...I get to start working in EmitAsia and i know a handful of good buddies out there. Even till right now we are still hanging out. Then after which i went for actspotential camp and spms camp, and i really enjoyed both. Even though the seniors may not have known this, i wanna say a very THANK YOU to all (in Nemo and in genacts)the seniors that have helped me, talked to me , and even say Hi and bye to me whenever or whereever they see me.
To GZ, Sze Xing, Chin Mei, and Eileen-----> I WILL MISS U guys!! Please come back and look for us ok? hahaha...Wish u guys all the best in ur future endeavours and having earn lots of money in ur working life=)
Of cuz, december holidays are the most memorable...I get to hang out with my best friends , from sec school or Emit or even jc, and also Nemo and many others.
I know that once school reopens, life gets a little boring already, but i hope all these doesnt just end in 2009...we guys will still hang out a little though we are all busy studying rite=)

Let's take a look at the photos of 2009(without arranging in dates, lazy me)

4e3 class gathering

5 besties in korea!

5 besties in korea 2

actspotential musical performance day

2009-12-30T19:44:00.002+08:00

I was telling johnson and HL abt this....i donno y most of the tiongs i met are all like this...SO freaking F up okay...

Anyway i was working for EmitAsia on the 23rd at RGS...Promoting magazines as usual...my last customer is some china woman and her DAMN BRIGHT daughter(which she claims) ....wadever....SHE KEPT ON ASKING ME WAD'S the benefits of this , this and that magazines and blablabla....she wanna know which ones will improve her daughter's english language..Well of cuz i will promote Time magazine becuz i myself also reads it and it is obviously good...

THAT's not the main point abt this...But seriously i talked to her for about 45mins to an hour or so...Plus random chats abt life as well okay...and she seemed pretty sincere in buying for her child...(though she kept complaining she scared the child no time to read and etc)....then...after hesitating alot and discussing with the husband, she said okay..I will pay for it now...

GUESS WAD?! SHE GOT NO CASH, NO CHEQUE and NO CREDIT CARD WITH HER ....PAY WAD ?!!!!SHE ONLY GOT NETS WITH HER..(POSB that kinda)...And we dont accept nets la...siao lo...

so .....we very nice...we told her if that's the case the best way will be to send in your cheque to us by mailing to our address. AND SHE SAID: " OKAY GOOD GOOD , THAT WILL BE GOOD MAN!"
GOOD GOOD GOOD....GOOD GE PI LOR....PUI LOR....she promised she will send in the cheque in two days time. Then in the end , 4 days liao...we nv receive at all...

And on the 28th of dec, my colleague went back RGS to work....This time round she went back without me cuz i m so lazy to go and help out and earn more commission...-_-...LOL...AND THEN , SHE SAW THE SAME CHINA LADY with her daughter at the canteen...passing by our booth pretending not to know anything at all..WTH??

And my colleague went up politely to the china lady and asked: " Hi mdm, have u mailed in the cheque yet?"
The daughter kept shaking the mother's hand..-_-
then the mother just raised up her head and walked away...
WTH?!!!

Thanks lor...my $10 commission just fly off like that...
With such kinda ppl around in singapore....i just cannot believe...Promised smth yet didnt do it...BECUZ OF HER, I GOT SORE THROAT OKAY?? wa lao....that's y i say doing sales is damn freaking idiotic if we see such ppl around...DAHZZ

2009-12-30T15:09:00.003+08:00

Having lots of secrets in my mind but i just cannot reveal cuz they are SECRETS -_-....In any case...i am back to hall after spending so much fun outside...there are spiders circling around my room ...grrrr....

I m already giddy over my results and seeing so many spiders here and there, makes me feel even more giddy..LOL...
Jiayou for next sem then...i m weak in biochem , gotta focus on that...

One week left to school reopens! No matter wad still gotta enjoy first...

2009-12-23T21:35:00.005+08:00

wahaha...though sales in RGS sucks today, i still tried my best to accumulate at least 5 to 6 sales! lol...haha, violet(my colleague) kinda calculated how much i earn per hour for me(basic+commission) and guess wad, i din really expect myself to earn about $12 bucks per hr. o.O...in any case , i still find myself struggling to get customers. It is so difficult to hard-sell or anything. All the parents just walked across our booth and refused to take the brochure-_-
I kinda went up to the popular queue(where the parents were trying to queue up to buy books for their child) to hard-sell. After presenting my talk to 2 parents, i was sooo shaggedddd already. Well, luckily they do came back and subscribed from me today, otherwise i can just 喝西北风already....(drink west-north air-literally means got nth in return by just smelling air today)

Btw, violet said that i look better with my black hair-_-...she said i should do two-tone with my brown hair to look better...DAH..i was asking her isit becuz i look like some pai kia (bad girl) or wad with only one tone colour and she said : YA
>.< (ANY COMMENTS WITH THIS? mmm...)

Ytd was my SP(spms), or Kenneth 21st birthday! lol..had a great day as i have seen familiar mjc faces down at the party. Btw, just to say best wishes to him again, and thanks for the invitation. =)

MJC folks!=)

With Kenneth! =)

2009-12-21T18:39:00.007+08:00

-_- My flu is stopping me from doing things...this is so irritating...wanna exercise also cannot...and the panadol don seem to be working for my weak immune system ...I just give up on swallowing panadols today and went to see the polyclinic doctor... i waited for one hour(only about 5 patients infront of me)before i could get in to see the doc FOR ONLY 5 MINS....thankx sia....Hopefully i will recover asap soon after swallowing the small yellow pills today..
Faintxx...tmr afternoon still hv to go for my workplace's briefing on new promotions-_-
I better recover by tmr!!!! otherwise gotta travel so far to RGS to set up booth and all that on the following day...kinda sianz...But i promised ald...so i will do it then...

Look at wad i hv circled...it is onli $1.40 for the yellow pills....$9 for a 5 min consultation...overall $10.40....well...that isnt the interesting one though...cuz i have always been to polyclinic...it will be cheaper for consultation if i m still a sec sch student/primary.....and guess wad...i m an adult ald!!! LOL...I tot uni student is also considered student wad>.<...that's y i purposely circled the word "ADULT"
Guess i have enjoyed too much of a student's lifestyle(got discount)...that's y it kinda make me feel so old right now..(i am an adult) hahax

Mood for the day: half sleepy

2009-12-21T00:21:00.009+08:00

『曲终人散』

你让他用戒指把你套上的时候
我察觉到你脸上复杂的笑容
那原本该是我
付予你的承诺
现在我只能隐身热闹中
我跟着所有人向你祝贺的时候
只有你知道我多喝了几杯酒
我不能再看你
多一眼都是痛
即使知道暗地里你又回头
我终于知道曲终人散的寂寞
只有伤心人才有
你最后一身红残留在我眼中
我没有再依恋的借口
原来这就是曲终人散的寂寞
我还想等你什么
你紧紧拉住我衣袖
又放开让我走
这一次跟我彻底分手

Nowadays i am kinda into oldies...(maybe those 70s to 80s)....maybe i wanna listen to some emo songs or wad...lol really donno..
Though i kinda heard of this song by Zhang Yu before, i still wanna re-listen again...He sang it well..Not anybody can sing this song with the right feel ...my eyes went abit teary while listening to how zhang yu sings.....(cant help but to be emotional...But it doesnt mean that i am really sad or wad...plzzz)

Mood for the day: abit emo ...that's y keep listening to emo songs...lol

2009-12-18T14:47:00.006+08:00

Changing a new blogskin represents a different me=)

Went out with Gen acts seniors( Zach and Yanyu) yesterday. I think i m kinda noob to not have walk around the city area to enjoy the sight-seeings....Zach has been bringing me and yanyu around...haha...making himself a tour guide indeed...
I kinda like the ambiance of the Sky garden( somewhere at the rooftop of suntec i think) ....it is a really nice place to enjoy the breeze, look at high rise buildings and of cuz... dating...haha..we kinda saw a couple sitting behind the waterfall and the 3 of us were just too shy to walk over to take a picture of the waterfall..

Off to slp! my flu is killing me...-_-

2009-12-15T21:33:00.003+08:00

HTHT with Huimin yesterday at prata shop...had a nice chat=)...We also joked abt funny incidents haha
Went out for facial with sis today..my forehead is full of pimples yes i know...BUT it isnt alot anyways...donno y it seemed kinda pain when the auntie squeezed out all my pimples...>.<

Living each day as it is...though happy yet no sense of fulfillment...haiz..

2009-12-04T13:40:00.000+08:00

It has been 2 days after exams already! Yet i am still feeling sooooooo tiredddd....
Dying to watch tv and dramas! gotta run a drama/movie marathon again...(got the same feel after A levels, where i din slp and chiong one to two nights of watching youtube/tudou!)

2009-11-27T01:25:00.003+08:00

DOWN TO 2 MORE PAPERS NX WEEK...MONDAY AND WEDNESDAY...and i will be freeeee!!!

1) Bowling
2) Singing
3) Shopping
4) Running
5) Eating
6) MORE
7) MORE
8) AND MANY MORE

I am already craving for all these after this exammmmmm ....Physics is a killer, maybe cuz i din really mug for it...=p(LUCKILY PASS/FAIL subject nia...otherwise i will faintxx) LOL

2009-11-21T20:58:00.001+08:00

I M DOWN TO 5 MORE PAPERS! COUNTDOWN MADNESS RIGHT NOW!!!!!

Staying in hall is really kinda BORED though it helps me to focus more in doing useful stuffs...

WELL...BLogging this in the midst of studying......REALLY DAMN BOREDDDDDDD ....LOL

2009-11-15T23:36:00.005+08:00

I am blogging this entry with a damn sleepy mind right now .....guess all of us have been preparing for exams and everyone is just waiting for the upcoming december to arrive..i told zhen long and my senior (Marcus) that after the last biochem paper which is on 2nd dec,i confirm will rush to the ktv and start singing like crazy...and i told Ruiqi that the next thing that i am gonna do is to RUN at the reservoir everyday like crazy ....Guess wad i have been eating when i was in school mugging with my friends outside?
MACDONALDS!!! wth...it is just so not healthy ....yet, cuz ppl say eat at mac la, then i just follow...I think i will stop the MAC FEAST now and not touch any MAC MEALS till the end of dec....I feel fat and i just wanna just do smth!

Gotta just tolerate these exams that are coming up within these two weeks first...sianzzz

2009-10-31T10:54:00.004+08:00

Sianzz... my blog has long been dead i think...this is the first time ever where i stayed in my hall during this weekend and do blogging...frankly speaking staying in hall during weekend has much less distraction than staying at my hse..

Wat shall i blog then...mmm....audition? i just realised that i sang ONE word wrongly during the audition...Arhhh...hopefully they wont see it as a damn big issue LOL...
Impresario was indeed fun...no matter wat the results are, i still take this as a good experience in trying out smth new (though not quite) ....nv have i ever felt so nervous b4444...at least i enjoyed myself in this particular audition rather than studying(SICK)---I looked at my room mate's timetable and exam timetable as well, and i envied her like mad....wad's with my course and wad's with my timetable man..it is totally packed(every single day till 5.30pm or 6.30pm) and i don even hv any time to catch up with the lectures...It is either my immune is that bad or that i am too lazy to look at all the stuffs that was gone through by the lecturer like a BULLET TRAIN...Everyday when i go back to my own hall...i feel so crap sleepy....o.O ....AND I ALWAYS OVERSLEPT AND ARE LATE FOR LECTURESSS....GRRRR....

WADEVER WADEVER....ENJOY LIFE IN UNI...that's wad i want...So i really hope that all nemo ppl(that went for the audition) can pass through first round of audition! and enjoy ourselves in singing!=)

Some advise...a senior told me that when we are uni, we shld try out anything that we like... Initially i was so damn scared of this audition and kinda wanna back out...HAHA( i think nemo ppl donno abt this)...BUT so wad? it is just a mere audition...So long as i have tried and i enjoy myself, i wont regret for not trying at all! YEA..

LIFE'S MEANINGFULLLL!

2009-10-19T12:40:00.003+08:00

New blog song by junyang... Feeling down recently but still, after listening to this song, it brings up my mood again=)

Hong junyang and Du hui ping are getting married? Yea that's wad i heard...hope they will hv a blissful wedding!

2009-10-01T18:30:00.002+08:00

Indulging in reminiscence----Changed my blog song already everyone! I used to like Evonne's singing=) Including this song too...

2009-09-20T11:25:00.002+08:00

Hi peeps, if u are EMO-ING and all that during this season, hope u will all feel happier after listening to my blog's song=)

Dedicated to all emo ppl -Nicholas Teo-(說你也一樣愛著我)

2009-09-13T00:03:00.003+08:00

SORRY FOR NOT REPLYING(VIA SMSES) TO PPL WHO MISSES ME NOWADAYS! I donno wad's with my uni life, but anyway, i haven been getting enuff slp due to giving tuitions, having piano lessons and mugging of cuz...IN ANY CASE, I will still try to keep updating my blog cuz i know i always forget to reply u guys via sms!! LIFE'S BAD...DAH...

HOWEVER, I do relieve myself through listening to Yiruma's Kiss the Rain...It is super touching and sad though..I have put it in my playlist...Really hope that i can play this song one day=)

2009-08-28T23:48:00.003+08:00

kkx...here i am blogging...donno wat to blog too...abit sian already...i was wondering how come i am so tired after staying in hall...LOL..din even engage myself in activities and all...sigh...think i am getting old already..hahaha...

Hee..so happy that i "mastered"( not exactly but i think i am not bad actually..LOL) a song that my piano teacher composed for me...YEAH...though it is a short piece, but it really takes sometime for me to practice man...Practice abit in my hall and abit at home...think i am getting there...wahahaha...wanna learn how to play "An Jing" by Jay Chou la....ah ya...wonder when can i learn ...LOL

Haha...Jw smsed me today and asked me to go watch movie with jun and her...But i was so lazy to step out of the hse(when i got home from ntu) and i dont even know that there is a movie called Proposal....SEE, that's wad i meant by staying in hall can make me become a geek....HAHAHA..cuz no tv in my room...though there is a tv lounge at my blk....Sianz..seriously wanna watch movie but my eyes simply feels like closing up and get 10 hrs of slp after BLOGGING....LOL

Minz also smsed me today...haha...hope she is doing fine....So long nv meet them (wenz, jun, minz, fern and lam....) le..really miss them lotz...was wondering how come cbc schedule so packed-_-

Come to think of it...i think i still lead a fufilling lifestyle in school..so haha...nth much to sigh actually....just wanna recover from fatigue....lol

I K.O le..

2009-08-16T22:02:00.001+08:00

wow first week of sch and i am already feeling shag..man..lazy to blog...shall blog sometime later..will be back to the hall tmr! miss home! lol

2009-08-08T19:14:00.003+08:00

OMG..went to collect keys and put all my staffs into the hostel today....Wanna collect keys but i waited for 30mins just to collect...Y leh...cuz the admin auntie went to take my temperature...38.2 degrees! LOL...and i don feel any headache or feel feverish! Super wierd...then she ask me to go and wash my face...and after which take temperature again...this time round 37.8 degree.....DOTS...then she said wait for a while first...okay...then take again...37.7 degree!! then both of us really sianz liao...so in the end i waited for another 20 mins or so before i go into the hall office to collect my keys...-_-...think my room mate, her godma and my dad waited very long for me already...After which, i shifted my stuffs in...! Living on the 4th floor...gotta climb up all the way....But luckily i brought all my stuffs! With my dad's help,i managed to shift things in easily....AND wow, the first moment me and my hostel mate saw when we opened our room door is the ambience that the room creates!!! OMG LA...we din expect it to be so cosy and different from wad we imagine....i tot it will look like some barrack or dormitory instead ...HAHAHA...like army life...then we springclean(with her godma and my dad's help) and put our clothes inside the cupboard before we left! Woo hoo...really cool man...

see....this is even better than my own room at my hse.....lol

NEMO

2009-08-02T23:05:00.005+08:00

NEMO!

OUR most earth-shaking cheer in spms camp for my group nemo was .....A BOWL, A BOWL , A BOWL IS STUCK AND IT NEEDS NO FLUSHING CUZ IT IS FULL OF SHIT! ...BLABLA...think i don reveal everthing out otherwise ppl may use it and it seemed as though there is no originality already...hahahaha
Had much fun after the camp but got bad sore throat and abit of cough and had been drinking Luo Han Guo and Pi pa gao to recover...Gonna miss some fun for not going to hall camp nx week man....haha....wadever...Cant wait for school to start!=)

BTW SPECIAL THANKS TO ALL MY SENIORS(meaning GLs AND SAs in our group) CUZ I KNOW THAT U ARE ALL SO THOUGHTFUL AND CARING=)
SZE XING,EILEEN, CHIN MEI,MARCUS,ZHEN HONG, GUANG ZHI,HONGJIN, JEANICE, SU YAN AND MELISSA!! BEST SAs and GLs ever! Love ya peeps!

P.S. though i don say all these things directly to u all , i still mean it from the bottom of my heart!! HAHA...

In case those who wanna come my place to play mahjong forget the timing...it is 1pm,probably till 10plus to 11plus at night for those hu wants to go home, otherwise can stay at mac till morning then go school the nx day=) Cya then!

2009-07-20T00:12:00.007+08:00

hahax...my schedule was rather packed recently...Gone out with Michelle, wenz and jun, meijie, jiali and also had tuition assignments on the WHOLE of Saturday. Was telling myself that i wanna earn some money to support my own uni life...kinda touched when my dad said that i don have to go the extra miles in taking up 3 tuition assignments...lol..He said if not enough money, can ask from him(though i really want to earn money for myself and spend on things that i want/ wad i wanna do)...at most, the very basic things that he can do is to provide me with food, accommodation,transport and yap, that's very thoughtful already...But piano lessons and clothes are luxuries, i think i should pay all those stuffs myself. Even b4 i started taking piano lessons this year, i already told him that i will pay the monthly fees myself and then, he agreed to it too. It is really better to learn to be independent and not rely on my parents too much...I saw how my tuition students rely so much on their parents to help them get tuition tchers, to worry for their results, to nag at them and to buy assessments books for them...（这么不懂得自爱。。。咳。。。）(they are already 15 to 16 years old), yet they dont know how to appreciate their parent's desire to want them to do well(they are quite lazy)...man...i wonder how singaporean kids can survive when they go overseas or live by themselves....

Anyways...let's forget abt this topic...gotta post up some photos taken on 17th july, including qitang's(senior) pic with us since i went to his farewell/bdae party as well.

Meijie! haha we are at ntu for medical checkup

Me and Jiali!

Arr! it is so blurish!...haha..cuz it was taken in the bus when we were on our back from qitang's party

Qitang and us at his 21st bdae party=) Cya soon when u are back from australia=)

2009-07-12T00:08:00.013+08:00

Okayx i m getting a little lazy to blog...But i still wanna blog!!
Just came back from Actspotential camp recently(Camp organized by batches of seniors in NTU) and i enjoyed the enriching programmes and games during the camp!
Gotta just post up some photos and u all shall see..hahaha...Cuz i m super lazy to type out anything right now..LOL

Event Before the camp starts(Please dont stop the music!)

OUR GROUP EINSTEIN! First day of camp!

Last day of CAMP (EINSTEIN ROCKS!)

Everyone waiting for the zombie game to start...(Shivers..hahaha)

Me and Doris! Last day of camp!

Plz dont stop the music event! Einstein again!!

Einstein carrying the flag=)

Engseng and jingying!(Cycling event...before the camp starts)

Knock it down event...Bowling!!(Also before camp starts...haha i wasnt there! Cuz i was in China...blehx..)

Everyone's making the Wig Of Einstein! Serves as a trademark for us during the camp!

Me and JingTing! Do we look like two little princess?? BHB...lol

Our performance! We got A okayx...haha...shows that we got musical talent!

Reuben singing! (Our OGL!)

After the camp!(LAST DAY...with zaidi,shuming,reuben and samantha!)

AR...i became so dark after the camp!! HAHA..the sun at the beach was scorching HOT! BUT...I LIKE IT! HAHA

2009-06-24T22:47:00.050+08:00

Outing with minz at Xiao bei

END OF CHINA TRIP, didnt upload all but upload most of them=)

Wow! so many ppl buying tea leaves!

This is my hometown where tea leaves are being sold at the back

Infront of the piano museum

EXTREMELY HOT WEATHER, makes climbing the stairs even worse

This tree is donno how many hundreds of years old

The Piano museum at Gu Lang Yu is really fabulous. It has all the antiques!

Love the feel at a beach!

Went on top of some unestablished building during the night...Love the night scenery, nice ambience-saw a few couples up there...lol

Went to eat supper somewhere along the streets

This is the place where most ppl came to sell tea leaves, including my distant relatives(Cha Du)

This is used for grinding if i m not wrong

This is used for shaking the tea leaves

Yong Zhou ge and his son! haha

3 LADIES

KIDS=)

Musuem...the drawing at the back isnt hand-painted! It is done by electric spark and explosion!

TEMPLE-Went to pray

2009-06-21T23:36:00.008+08:00

Haha couldnt upload all of the photos again...i m still on the first day...lol

2009-06-20T21:19:00.013+08:00

CHINA trip FOR 7 DAYS AT Anxi County-Fujian province

Alighted at Xiamen Airport and travelled for about 2 hours before reaching hometown at Anxi County. It was definitely a fruitful trip over there. Had lots of laughter and fun playing with the kids! They are extremely CUTE! Really thank Yong Zhou ge(heard that he is my distant cousin) for being the chauffeur in driving us around to look at the beautiful sceneries. Thank Tian Feng(should be my Tang mei i think) for treating me like a sister, chatting and bringing me around for shopping. Thank Yong zhou's elder sis and wife for all the warmest welcome! Anyway let's take a look at the village life and some photos! I couldn upload them in facebook, quite angry abt it...
Oh yes and i saw a Japanese guy buying tea from my distant cousin's shop! He spoke to me in English!! And we had a great chat! He said that our hometown's tea-TIE GUAN YIN is the BEST! HAHA YEA!

TEA LEAVES! HAHA AND I TOOK A CANDID SHOT OF my mum and dad's back!

QUACK QUACK

Infront of a shopping centre

Shall upload other photos when i m free tmr....it takes quite long to upload a photo up cuz the size is too big..lol

2009-06-11T23:24:00.002+08:00

K-ing session yesterday with Wanyu, jiali,meijie and jiawen at my hse! A bunch of jokers man...hahaha....finally knew how they sing! After which we went for dinner down the neighbourhood and ate Carrot cake plus grilled chicken! (shared with jiali). The rest ate carrot cakes....YUM! Oh man i going to China in two days time! and i cant believe it. Donno whether i will suffer from insomnia down there anot...i m sharing the rm with my aunt! sianz...okay gotta not think so much and enjoy myself for the trip then!

don worry be happy! hahaha

2009-05-31T14:09:00.006+08:00

WENT with WANGYU and AH WANG to Suntec Yesterday for dinner and of cuz enjoyed some gossips! Was enjoying the breeze when we walked out of suntec and took a sit near a fountain. Chattering all the way and had much fun laughing though..HAHA...Anyway there will be lots of chattering since we will all be going to the same school...YEAH!!

We were at Astons!

The pictures were more or less the same cuz WANGYU wasnt inside man! She was the cameraman for us...DOTSSS...Wanted to ask someone to take a picture of us but those two were too paiseh cuz our cameras were our HP and not DIGITAL CAM...HAHA

My chicken set

2009-05-28T12:49:00.011+08:00

Went out with minz ytd to go mind cafe at safra! It is quite fun man! I din know how to play many board games except for chess , haha... until i went there and experience those stuffs tgt with minz and Keith(If i m not wrong)-the part timer working there..I hope this doesnt get him fired upon blogging out his name..He is a good employee anyways and he explained all the instructions clearly to us! Before that, minz and me actually went to sugarloaf to buy some appetizers..And to our surprise, even sitting outside mind-cafe to eat(just near it's vicinity)also cannot. So we went eat somewhere, at a staircase area, haha...then we went into mindcafe for a drink and games playing!Haha but all in all i still like the ambiance there and enjoyed myself there with minz and keith.

Hope to go there again !Photos update time!

Me and minz

MINZ!!

Cakes from sugarloaf!

It is called stone i think! HAHA...but it taste not bad!

All our appetizers!

Our 1st board game called Mr Jack i think!! HAHA...It's quite a mystery playing detectives and criminals? lol

Fishing game!!

WORMS! IT'S DAMN CUTE!

FISH FISH FISH

This is a number game..called NO THANKS...It is fun too!

HAHA actually we played 4 board games but the last one i din get the chance to take picture of it...lol...shall go there again man...coolzzzz=)

2009-05-27T22:50:00.005+08:00

I m getting really irritated right now becuz there was a heated argument between my mum and myself today night.
Let's see wad was wrong with this conversation, such that it sparked off a heated argument.

Mum: Donno what your sis is doing outside man...So late already still nv come home.(that was around 10plus at nite)

Me: She watching movie with bf, told me that she will be coming back late

Mum: At home so many drama serials and tv program to watch then everytime have to go out and watch movies one meh? Don't even know wad she is doing outside(suspecting)

Me: Y do u have to feel so agitated about it? She is just watching movie, purely just watching movie with her bf...

Mum: How do u know that she is just watching movie man, u are just her sister and i m her mother! I know more than u do! DON HAVE TO LECTURE ME MAN, THINK U SO HAO LIAN WANNA TELL ME OFF LIKE TT! LIKE AS IF I M ACCUSING YOUR SISTER!!!!
U better change ur attitude man, wad i commented is also none of ur business! It is abt your sis and NOT U! Why u so kaypo? Say i so agitated ? I m not even agitated abt it wad...Think u are so clever, u are not even 50 yet....BLABLABLA...
Ya la..U always side your sister one la..Like i m so evil as a monther to even suspect her and all that....Hey plz la, i m her mother okay, even if i suspect her so wat? I have the right wad...Wad makes u feel that i cant suspect her of anything?

U BETTER CHANGE UR ATTITUDE AR I TELL U! I DON LIKE PPL TO LECTURE ME! ESPECIALLY WHEN U ARE MY DAUGHTER! I SHOULD TEACH U MORE THAN U TEACH ME OK!

Back to normal blogging...
SEE? that's wad i meant by small little things and my mum can even FRY things up...
There is a problem with her...NONONO...is many problems, just that the main problem that she will nv change is that SHE IS AFRAID OF LOSING or put it in another way, SHE FEELS THAT SHE IS NV WRONG....
That's y i say i m gonna stay in the hostel during my years in UNI...There is seriously communication problem between me and my mum MAN!!!!!

AND I GOTTA PAY MYSELF FOR HOSTEL ACCOMODATION!
Sianz...u knoe..donno is ppl rich or i too poor...i always gotta find ways to earn money cuz i know that i cannot rely on my dad on expenditure anymore...and it is so tiring to think and find smth to do such that i can support myself

2009-05-25T17:00:00.005+08:00

OMG...wad is wrong with the weather nowadays??!!
Staying at home is even worse than going outside man! It is FREAKING HOT! Singapore's weather is already scorching hot i cant imagine wad china's weather is like...

The Summer season has arrived!!

Freak man...my ordered korean shoe went out-of-stock and i actually waited for it for about a month before she sent an email to me to say that it was OOS ...supreme idiotic supplier + spree manangement!!!...how come i order shoe always went out-of-stock via the internet ar!! Sianz...

And i just had piano lesson today...and guess wad...my piano tcher came sweating like mad to my hse and complaint that the stupid weather is 34 degrees Celsius today...No wonder i was so hot today even in the hse la...haiyo...

2009-05-23T13:57:00.008+08:00

Went to have Hi-Tea with my sis at Marriot hotel...i think the food there is nice but variety too few...But my sis has higher expectations and hence, she seemed a little disappointed with the food there.....We are supposed to go to Goodwood park hotel for a taste of delicious cuisines but becuz we came out late from facial and hence think we may not hv the time to enjoy walkin to goodwood park which is a distance away from lucky plaza...But doesnt matter...we just went into the hotel nearby and went for the hi-tea buffet...

I sort of decide my path already...and i think i feel like settling with it...yea

2009-05-20T14:48:00.004+08:00

It seemed so different to be out of work all of a sudden...But simply, i feel so shiok!...At least i have the free time to do wat i want to do right now...
Just went out with Chia this afternoon to meet up for lunch..Had a great time talking and eating at Billy Bomber...It seemed so long eversince we last chatted...hahax..at least i knew that she is doing fine and hctt is doing fine too=)
Feel like watching Angels and Demons man...heard from so many that it seemed nice....but nvm, will definitely find time to watch it...
Really feel like looking for a job right now but it was close to starting school soon...mm....gotta enjoy life first i guessed...
Sigh, my dad wants to bring me to China without even telling me abt it. He had even booked my ticket seats!...GRRR...

2009-05-17T19:08:00.002+08:00

My heart sort of feels wierd all of a sudden upon seeing some photos in facebook...
Gotta blame myself for making myself feel dampened in mood and it just makes me feel like "redeeming" smth due to lack of satisfaction...It seemed a little vague in the explanation here but i don really feel like saying anything more out of this...Whatever it is, i m just gonna let it pass and not think abt it...

2009-05-10T19:57:00.005+08:00

Went for paintball session at Bottle Tree Park with colleagues in Emit today! Super Fun! HAHA...although kena all the bruises on my leg and middle part of the body, lol...it is still fun la...
Afterwhich went to eat lunch at Yishun Blk 701? i think so...Food there is tasty! Evelyn's treat, haha..so i ate damn lots...Then went with violet and desiree to Northpoint to buy Jeans from Levis Signature..=P i pleaded violet to share with me...HAHA...cuz $99.90 for two pairs i really cant afford...one pair still ok la..heexx
Wad a tiring week indeed! 5 Days at Amara hotel doing sales and sunday went for bonding session with Emit...But i still love it=p
Gotta miss Nadia for leaving Emit=(, hope u will find something u like to do in the near future=)

"Craving" for the 3rd week of May to come....Looking forward to posting results of SMU and NUS too....wait wait wait...

Me and violet at Amara Hotel

Me and violet 2(wad's with my that look..LOL)

2009-04-25T21:32:00.001+08:00

So long never slack at home and do online SPREE already...finally got the time and ENERGY to be a shopaholic AT HOME...Finally realised that wasting money at home can be blissful in a way too(CUZ IT PRACTICALLY shows that i can be at home and do my own precious stuffs...) Dahx...But money =CASH-FLOW-OUT, confirm will be used out in a matter of days if i kept shopping online without income..

DREAMING TO BE RICH.....

2009-04-21T23:09:00.033+08:00

Happy 19th Birthday to me, haha~~~

A simple yet joyous occasion to hv besties+family+colleagues(in Emit)+(wishes and smses from friends) celebrating for and giving their warmest greetings to me.

Sharing my warmest moments~~~

Fern and wenz at my hse downstair's void deck...LOL

Me and wenz...seemed like we are sweating ...the weather really damn hot...

Candid candid ~~

(Huimin's gift)

2009-04-05T15:16:00.005+08:00

More photos of Korea trip....Continued...

HAHA, use photoshop to brighten this picture and at the same time add some COLOUR to it..LOL

Group photo at SONATA Place..cant rmb is wad place...LOL..wadever

This one i know!! Herb island! LOL...

Wad kind of face m i doing...(Diao face)

Someone shot me with a snowball!! GRRR

We are all at SNOW!

Is fern shouting at me?? HAHA

Me and wenz at cable car ZIPAI

HAHAHAHA...WE ARE SO FUNNY INSIDE

OUTSIDE COFFEEHOUSE(ka fei wang zi place)

SNOWING !!!!

Me on top of a bridge

HAHA, me and wenz piggyback!

Me and Junz!

Shye fern in the bus!

Wenz with bearss!

Love all these photos taken at the teddy palace!

oak valley hotel! Worth 5 star!

Hotel also got kitchen..Heehee

Me zipai

At sonata place..LOL

Me, lam and fernz infront of statue...

Wearing Korean costumes

To be continued....lol

2009-04-04T17:16:00.023+08:00

Yoo Hoo! i am back from Korea! Had a fun and enriching trip there! Here are some photos updated from my camera! There are lots more in my frenz camera!

Day 1

Me,jun,fern and wenz at Changi airport

Me,fern and wenz at Seoul,incheon airport

Lam,jun and fern sleeping in the bus, making our way to our first destination

Me and wenz in bus

Beuatiful scenery yea? i cant remember where isit too..LOL

Me and fernz at Theme park entrance(TOILET AT THE BACK!) DON LOOK LIKE RIGHT??

Theme park 1

Theme park 2

Me and jun at theme park!

Lam and jun at theme park!

Wenz and fernz

Me and lam!(not cable car, now then i realize, and jw was at the back..LOL)

BEAR!!!

Lion king!!

FERN, ME and JUN

Me and Wenz

Fern and me

Wenz and me ZIPAI

Me and fernz

Me ,wenz and jun

Theme park performance!!

CABLE CAR!

Wenz and me at cable car ZIPAI! scary sia, very scared camera will fall off...LOL

ME infront of some building in the theme park!!

HAHA, had nothing better to do at the hotel lift...SO there came 3 pairs of shoes..lol

5 frenz in a fairyland car!

5 frenz in fairyland car 2

Me and jun infront of candy palace

Me infront of candy palace

We are leaving Theme park!

Day 2 SNOWING

ME AT SNOW!!

Wenz at SNOW!

Me and Fernz

We are all at the 38TH PARALLEL!

TOMORO THEN UPLOAD MORE PHOTOS...HEY GALS ALL PHOTOS IN MY CAMERA ARE ALL IN FACEBOOK, DO SAVE THE PHOTOS! =)

2009-03-16T11:09:00.002+08:00

Sick Sick Sick!! I am going to work NOW!! ARRR!! BYE BYE BLOG

2009-03-16T11:09:00.001+08:00

Sick Sick Sick!! I am going to work NOW!! ARRR!! BYE BYE BLOG

2009-03-10T21:52:00.002+08:00

Currently still hv a few days to nua at home b4 i start work on monday...sianzz....there are so many things to do, to consider, to relax and to earn money! ARR

Cant wait for my new piano to arrive! My piano tcher told me that it is never too late to start learning a new skill/talent...yesh, as long as i have the interest,nth is impossible..i truly believe that anyone can do it as long as they persevere till the end!

2009-03-07T01:07:00.006+08:00

Went to collect A level results today , pretty much relieved about my results...My civis tutor told me that i did pretty well for my results, can get into most courses...haha..alright i m satisfied with my result already....I thanked my teachers that have helped me alot..Shook hands with them and express my gratitude to them..I told my GP tutor that it is your effort and not my effort that have helped me in getting a C for GP...and she was super modest to have said that it was my effort as i kept on going for her consultations...lol...Really really grateful for her but donno wad to say to her, yap...
Now then, another dilemma, dont know whether i should go for the sciences or go for business course...Wadever it is, i still have some time to think...shall think slowly about it...It isnt a choice that is that easy to make...
I think it is a form of "relieving" celebration after the results? Went with marcuz,jw,jun and lam to Popeye at Changi airport to have supper...and talk crap till midnight while taking one of the last few buses back home...Feel super great today night...Very relaxing...

2009-03-01T22:14:00.008+08:00

Went for bbq ytd...yea...And my twin brother came just in time to "rescue" me from MY EXTRA appearance at the bbq..As expected, my dad just asked me to go and eat ,and him, stood at one corner and chit-chat with his colleague. Luckily my brother came to join me later on and we ate together...LOL...Like wad my dad said, the food is damn alot...think the satay and sotong tasted damn good...And then we went back tgt, where it started raining-.-...LOL

My initial reaction in the car when dad is bringing me to BBQ

Imagine that i m doing that at dad while he is driving

Dad driving

Bbq scene

Bbq scene 2

Back at home-Me and brother(twin)

Wanyu, jiali and me

Me and Jiali at bakerzin

Me and Usarin in office-full of brochures!

Emitasianz all(part-timers) eating together!

5 pop-up heads!

Me starring...

Jessica, usarin,me and desiree

Nerine and me at bakerzin

Emitasianz eating altogether 2

2009-02-28T12:04:00.014+08:00

Blogging time! Wad a boring day indeed, have to go to some BBQ party arranged from my dad's company in the evening today...Not as if i know the ppl there...cannot imagine that i will be eating along at some corner and my dad talking to his colleagues without me...But wad to do, my dad asked me to show some face for him over there cuz other colleagues will surely bring their family members there and he can only bring me there cuz my siblings all had a very good reason not to go...Wth....
Wadever, anyway photos update time! Watched "The Curious Case of Benjamin Buttons" at GV plaza Singapura yesterday and i simply find the movie very touching! i cried in a few scenes (omg, my tears simply cant hold back). It's a 3 hour movie without much climax but the flow is still there...i don mind if there isnt much of a climax but there is a storyline to it...Alright photos update time!

Meijie and me at Ben'z and jerry's

We went to Jurong pt(see Nerine's back)

At ben's and jerry'z

At ben's and jerry's

I guessed i havent upload this photo for a very long time! hahaha....4 of us at somewhere near bugis street

Me and Jiali at Bakerzin(JP)

Me wearing mjc's uniform at office Zipai

I m rather squeeze at the back eh...LOL

EmitAsianz!

3 EmitAsianz posing wierdly-By left (Desiree, me and Wanyu)

EmitAsianz chatting in the moonlight!

Me and Usarin!

EmitAsianz at RJC

EmitAsianz at RJC 2

Evelyn a.k.a Boss and me

Jun,me, fern and jw watching movie at Plaza Sing

Jun,me, fern and jw watching movie at Plaza Sing TAKE 2

2009-02-19T18:56:00.007+08:00

Blogging time=Photos Update..hahhaha...Today is Off day...Simply slept from 8am to 4pm today...and i m still dead sleepy...Anyway, we EmitAsians gals(abt 9 of us) actually went hanging out at Orchard yesterday after work at around 9plus and watched Valkarie at Cineleisure at 11.55pm...(MIDNIGHT MOVIE)..Super fun though very tiring...But it was an experience to hang out so late in the night chit-chatting alongside Orchard till about 6.30am in the morning before we ate breakfast at Mac and go home. Haven feel so relaxing before, playing poker cards and gossiping in the middle of the night...Love the feel! Hopefully we EmitAsians part-timers can still keep in touch after our contract ends...With lots of Love=)

Me and Desiree!

Me and Desiree again!

Jiawen and Meijie!!

That's Jw, jun and me!

Meijie and Jiawen feeling so sleepy in the night

Me and Usarin!

Usarin distributing the Poker cards

Nerine and me! Ar..i looked wierd!

2009-02-14T19:12:00.016+08:00

Omg...haven been blogging becuz i am a workaholic and simply lack the energy to blog after that tiring JC period hard-core selling of TIME magazines....Finally i got time to use the computer. My fren even said that i added her late in FACEBOOK! hahaha....alright just cut short my story as i wanna just post up the photos in EmitAsia(working place) and pictures that i took with my colleagues...Just wanna thank ppl who have worked alongside with me during these two months...My contract is coming to an end and i m still considering whether to extend my contract and continue working in EmitAsia...Even though i don really like the job nature, but i still like the ppl down there...VIOLET!! Really thank you for your funkiness plus thoughtfulness plus cuteness and most importantly-buying a hp accessory that cost $20++ for each of us going to Mjc...
Anyway i have been to NTU today for the talk regarding the courses we are planning to take this coming Aug...Still pondering abt it but right now...i m still thinking of earning money for my organ fees...so should i extend the contract? mmmm....

A dark skinned baby (my cousin's baby--so CUTE!! KAWAII)

Donut that Siti(colleague) bought to MJC when we are setting up our counter there.

Donut (2nd packet) ...gotta thank Siti for this...i m super hungry in mjc at that time yea...

What Violet gave!

What i ate today at Suntec City Pepper lunch

That's Jiali, Meijie and Sharon at RJC! Cranky abt...lol

Me and Joyce at Bugis! lol...

Me and twin Brother at my dad's car during CNY 2009...

Me and jiali at RJC

Me and Meijie at lavender mrt station. She looks like Samantha indeed! (See nx pic)

Me and Samantha at MJC! (look like Meijie rite)

Me and Samantha 2!

Me and Meijie at RJC POSING! HAHA

Me and Michelle at bugis! Hooray! Happy Day!~

Me and sis during CNY 09 at dad's car

Me zipai during cny 09

Zipai again!

Zipai again and again!

Zipai again and again and again during CNY..LOL

Me and Cousin during CNY 09!

Swensens FOOD! Chicken burger set! DAMN NICE!! Ate with violet, jw, siti and sharon!

Me and yining at Bugis! HAPPY HAPPY DAY!! CYA AGAIN GALS!!

Currently watching this drama right now..Not bad...but i haven finish watching, so gotta chiong!

2009-01-25T15:13:00.009+08:00

went with warmest clicks to celebrate Chinese new year at bugis street. Went to eat set meal at some Hong Kong restaurant. The food isnt bad at all! I ate some baked rice with pork? Oh my, and i realised that i gained 0.5kg when i reached home..and straightaway went to exercise today...LOL...But the soup tasted great!The milk Tea isnt bad too!...hahax...At first still thought that we can go eat desert(cakes etc) at some cafe, but after we went for a movie at 7pm and went to the cafe, the cafe was already closed. It closed earlier than usual as they sort of wanna rest new to the coming new year. Anyways, the four of us went to watch "The wedding game" acted by Fann and Christopher Lee...IT IS SO FREAKING FUNNY OKAY...I laughed alot especially at the first few parts and the last part of the movie... Okay, i recommend that the story plot is funny, so just watch it for some entertainment and relaxation(even if..ya know...u may not like the actors/actress that lots...=p)
Today is Chinese new year eve!! Gonna have steamboat at home with my family and cousins. Happy CNY TO ALL then! Don't eat too much heaty stuffs during the new year to whom i m concerned!! lol

The tomato+vege(forget wad's the name) soup..tasted good!!And the milk tea too!

Me and lam at mrt on the way home! LOL

Me and wenz outside mrt platform on the way back...heex

Jw and lam's food(some mee and doufu)

My food...Looks abit digusting-LOL...but it tasted great okay! Cuz they gave too much tomato ketchup, tat's y the appearance is somewat like that...

2009-01-23T21:38:00.002+08:00

Alright, i seriously think that there are nice ppl in Saint Patrick...just that i didn meet them in the first place....so....commendable two were Alden and Kent...even though they like to make fun and tease me, but they are a helpful lot...i sincerely thank these two alot. Alden actually went down to lavender mrt to pass me another 100 bucks when he didn pass me the whole amt in school. hahaha....sorry to waste his mrt fare...lol...and waste his time....lol...anyways,and they helped me in packing and carrying of the chairs , tables and my heavy BAG plus the hiring of a CAB!...so paiseh to trouble them but really thank them lots!! Okay, i owe Alden a treat...Hey alden, muz remember urself....otherwise i may forget!! LOL
My last day at Saint Patrick! The feeling was very much more comfortable than when i was initially at Saint Patrick! And the security guard(Lawrence), he is talkative, but still a fair and square person. I admire him. haha...happy birthday to him then...but i m not supposed to expose his birthday cuz he wants me to keep it a secret. haha....

2009-01-21T23:11:00.002+08:00

Sian ar....doing so much sai-kang for my job...my first counter is at Saint Patrick sec sch(boy's school)...Guess wad...their attitude really s***ks ...cannot make it okay..态度就好像我欠他们什么似的，对我没大没小。。。but whatever it is rite...i m not gonna get my commission through this stupid school la...they ald ordered newsweek and reader's digest from their school...not as if i promote Time and discovery channel or BBC wildlife then they will buy...it is a total waste of time going there talking to a bunch of sarcastic and childish boys...But i already got my targeted sales through doing telesales...so have to get my commission through the callings then...CNY IS COMING AND I CANT WAIT FOR IT TO ARRIVE!!! AND MY SPREE CLOTHES!! THEY ARE GONNA ARRIVE AT MY PLACE SOON!! CANT WAIT , SIMPLY CANT WAIT!! ARRRR!!

2009-01-11T11:59:00.005+08:00

It has been a week since i ever blogged man....LOl...when i got no job, i spent almost 4 days a week blogging...but now...i spent only once a week or not even once a week blogging...LOL...Yesterday was a really damn tiring day...but doesn't matter...i still enjoyed myself after all.. I went to collect 3 payments(cash) at different locations...2 at Tampines inter and 1 at Orchard mrt station...and i woke up early in the morning at 8am to meet someone at tamp inter at 9am to collect payment...and guessed wad..i slept at 1am sia....After that while waiting for Jing wei to make payment, i went out with Jw to shop..shun bian acc her to buy junjin's gift(heard is her bdae..lol)....Then went home at around 2pm noon...and listened to my ktv till i fall asleep till 5 plus...and went out straightaway to meet zimin in bus 15 to go parkway parade...Met up with wanyee and phoebe as well...then we ate at the foodcourt and went to the beach to crap together..LOl

Me , wanyee and phoebe at East coast park

The 4 of us Zipai...lol

Zipai gals...

My face is so freaking big!! Ar...LOl

2009-01-04T13:14:00.003+08:00

Work work work...Work just occupied the whole of my weekdays....Just went to celebrate Lam's bdae on the 1st of jan 2009 with wenz, jun and lam herself of cuz...Went to eat Taiwan Xiaochi....and my 20++ bucks went flying off just like that...But no matter wad...i still hope lam will like that jacket and hp pouch that we gave her...Though we don intend to let u choose the gift, but still, we are very sincere in giving u the gifts..haha...

Telesales isnt an easy task afterall...it is quite difficult to persuade people to subscribe to any magazine titles on the phone even if we had promotions...But no matter wad, a job is a job...i believe that this is my first and my last time touching telesales....I would rather take on a physically tiring job rather than jobs that requires you to mentally think and face rejections all the way....In the end i came home mentally plus physically tired becuz i wanna exercise at home also...
Whatever it is, wish me all the best...i will not give up until i get my first pay!! haha.....

haha...me and jiawen at man ting xiang-having taiwan xiao chi....
Hee...do i look good with the cap?(lol..is jw's cap)

2008-12-27T18:34:00.015+08:00

Ar..it has been a week since i blogged my last entry....Wanna talk about Christmas to me this year...lol...Christmas eve this year is special...Jw, Jun and lam came to my hse to sing K , eat pizza tgt with my family and play mahjong tgt...lol...haha...thanks for the christmas candy lam,appreciate the small thought from ya...Then me, my sis and her boyfriend spent 3 hours playing a board game that cost $300+++ (shipped from USA u see...)...I got a shocked when i heard that it cost so much...It was called "Cashflow 101" ...Some kind of game that will assist u in ur financial budget in ur everyday life...COOL...and guessed wad...i was only a beginner with my sis....AND ...i won the GAME!! hahahaha.....LOL..i m over-satisfied abt myself...i knew that her bf had been letting me and my sis for the game cuz we are onli beginners...lol...
Christmas day was memorable! Went out with yunting(pri sch friend) to have dinner together. We even spent some time to find a steamboat restaurant at bugis(Tian Tian Huo Guo) to have dinner and crap tgt..haha...thanks for asking me out gal, it has been LONG since we ever met and had fun tgt...I feel so welcomed and warmth!
And u know what, i really appreciate u sending me a gift personally and left it outside my hse door...The letters all that, i knew that u didnt send it via posting but must have cycled to my house letterbox to drop it inside ....Really feel so blessed to have u as a friend indeed!
And on the 26th of dec, i met up with huimin to pass her a small xmas gift for a while...I didnt expect her to buy smth for me (with some hands-on of her own) even in her peak period..Yea, she was having projects and projects! Countless i guessed...Really appreciate ur thoughtfulness=) Hope u can enjoy once ur projects are over k? Cya soon again!
Not to forget Chengying! I m so sorry to reply u late with regards to the xmas card u sent me on the 23rd of dec...i m very glad to receive a xmas card from u and also the greetings in it....Perhaps i will send u one as i m always the one receiving from u..heex...lol thanks alot! Wish u a happy new yr!
Then i went to kallang head office to get back my 40 dollars and return the kbox uniform to them...i decided to give back the uniforms as i think 40 dollars in their hands is really big money...And i need the money of cuz..dots...LOl...i delayed the time to take back money for weeks ald sia..LOL...

Me and yunting=)

Me zipai during xmas at hm

LOl...Some raw food that i took at Tian tian huo guo

Sorry if it disgust u...lol..but once it is cooked..it tasted great=)

Thanks huiminz...take a snapshot of wad u gave as it really means smth to me...

what yunting gave=)

Tadah!
Thanks yunting, even a simple korean noodle also mean smth to me...Will cook it for lunch!! haha..

What chengying sent=)

And the xmas card itself=) Thanks chengying!=)

Cashflow 101-Makes u think...hahaa

Cashflow 101- Assist me in calculations plus savings and all that...LOL

Lol..i supposed this photo came in late...lol..but i still wanna post it up=)
wenz, jun and me at 4e3 bbq 08

Had been watching Little Nyonya till episode 30 already...i think the drama hit its highest ratings as its skit(plot and some realism in it) enthralls the audiences.
From episode 27 onwards, i got enlightened and afterwhich, i think alot...If in real life, Juxiang or Yueniang really exists, i have to say that i admire their personality alot...

2008-12-21T13:17:00.006+08:00

Had 4E3 BBQ gathering on friday and even though the chatterings seemed much lesser than before..The warmth is still there....It is apparent that when everyone become seperated and go to different institutes, our common topic was no longer common but different..haha...As usual, the number of people that turned up for our gathering get fewer and fewer each year...haiz..lol...anyway i had a cold flu on that day and i still ate alot...that was why i came home drinking cups and cups of water and cups and cups of honey-cum-barley...woah...and slept with panadol cold flu max! It does help me recover a little but not that much either..luckily i m starting work on tuesday and i still can rest tomorrow...haha...Not to forget, Mr Ang K.S. turned up for our BBQ gathering ytd...So happy to see that he is still his old self ...well nth much to say to him either...just pretty glad that he still remembers us and come to our gathering every yr...I was still oblivious about his appearance until he said "HI" all of a sudden..lol...then he stayed for a while before he left....and then i guessed a moment after he left, i left together with atiqah,huimin and yanling..Took some pictures together at the bus-stop too=)

Orh ya and while i was recuperating from my heath(due to the flu), i was so freaking addicted to facebook pet society. HAHA...I find my piggy very cute!!!LOL!

haha..i told atiqah that i also had a scarf like her! LOLX

Me and yanling...oh my, yanling seemed to be on a dark spot!

Me and minz!! lol...

Jun and yanling...arr....too dark le...

2008-12-17T15:22:00.007+08:00

I had been going out these days consecutively -enjoying and going 4 job interview. Think emitasia is gonna confirm me and jiawen for the job as proj sales executive(sounds nice but who knows?) Anyway, i think it is on monday, yap went with jiawen and eunice to downtown kbox to sing K...It was when i reached home then i realize how dumb i was...trust myself to have worked in kbox before..LOL..I forgot that K-student is $14.50 nett...and K-happy is $11.70 ++++++ with member...crap la...and we took K-happy...LOL...i tot that K-student is $14.50++++...no wonder in the end we paid $20 person..Think kbox really not worth it..gonna update my hse ktv this week...Yesh...and i wont have to waste such money too often..
Then, we went to BBQ chicken for dinner...haha..again...wanna try out their chicken u see...tasted quite nice when i went with michelle and joyce few weeks ago...
Yea and all 3 of us enjoyed the meal...
Then we went to watch Twilight at 9.30pm...lol..it is $7.00 cuz Eunice got safra membership card...yap met up with jun together to watch the movie together...Twilight is simply romantic and thrilling!
Just last few days back before the monday, I went with my sis for facial, and then we went paragon Bakerzin for dinner. The desert there simply taste delicious and i feel like going there again! But ex sia...lol...

This is wat Eunice ate...some chicken sandwich..

This is what jiawen ate

This is what i ate...

Jiawen and eunice at BBQ chicken

Me and Eunice

Me and Jiawen

Me and sis at orchard

Dinner at bakerzin paragon

Bakerzin!

2008-12-14T01:59:00.003+08:00

Today went to cousin's house to eat steamboat. LOl...i found my way there at Sengkang by taking buses! lol..-self-satisfaction...haha...just like how i found my way to Kallang headquarters last few weeks ago...dots...some ulu ulu place...
Anyway i guessed nowadays, my appetite seemed smaller than before...Donno y...
But i can go on diet if that's the case...so nothing that bad though....
Slacking at home and going out recently with no aim in mind...Wanna look for a job!!!
Sianzz

2008-12-08T19:52:00.002+08:00

haha..i just quit kbox yesterday...LOL...Reason being..i simply cant work night shift--my work life balance seemed to be adversely affected. I seemed to only eat small amount of rice daily..and i ate dinner at 3 plus-4plus that time...
Worse still, we are supposed to log off at 4am, but, instead the accounting and stuffs will delay a cashier's time to log off and affect other ppl...Y? cuz all of us sat the same van to reach home...and then...i reached home at around 6am as we left around 4.35am...Y so late leh? Cuz i live at tampines, i m the last to come down that van...Yap...got told off by my dad and mum...so i have to quit...
But in any case, i still like the people there...They are so cute! Just 3-4 days of working experience, yap, but still it is an experience...something fruitful too..
The place is extremely inacessible as only one bus can get there...Bus number 16...Perhaps, after the mrt is properly constructed around 2011, the place will be more accessible and i will go back there to sing! haha

2008-12-04T12:24:00.014+08:00

Okay, this entry is gonna be rather long..LOl..posting photos all that...yap gonna talk abt where i went these two days...tusday (02/12/08) , i went with Jiawen to watch cape No 7 at vivo city..the movie is so-so only ba...i myself prefer listening to van's songs than see him acting..LOL...maybe i m used to listening to him sing rather than act...But one thing good abt the show is their use of dialogue- it makes the show funny at different junctures...Then we went bugis for shopping and had a fruitful day shopping as we bought a jumper that cost only 10 dollars..WOW...LOl..and it was the last piece hanging up there for the colour that i like..LOL....

Wednesday(03/12/08) ..haha..went bowling with michelle and joyce at ehub...yining couldnt come cuz she wasnt feeling well...but we can ask her out next time!! lol...Michelle had an interview so joined me and joy afterwards...and so before she came, we ate sushi from fairprice..LOL..haha and i kept "forcing" joy to finish the last few pieces for me! LOL...haiyo gal ar...appetite no good then maybe eat desert first...then can sure eat liao...haha...then we go bowling...and we were very comical...the counter lady said :"Lane number 17" ...then we said okay, and then we went to and fro across all the lanes to search for lane number 17...we looked down all the time, looked at the chairs la...the floor la..see where's the number...And in the end leh...joyce shouted: ah ya...it is there la...." Number 17 was so big, painted on the wall infront of us Only...LMAO...We abit sua-ku(abit dai)...
Then Michelle came and we all bowl together...we are all beginners ya knoe, and we anyhow bowl also can hit the pins...hahaha...(self-satisfaction)lol...
Yeah..after bowling , we decided to go eat dinner..the 3 of us couldnt decide wad to eat and walk ard see see for damn long until i happened to see this "student special meal" poster outside the "BBQ chicken" eatery with michelle and joy..and i was saying :" hey student price sia..quite cheap" then this guy(i think manager?) suddenly appeared beside us..he asked us wanna come in to eat cuz student meal onli available before 6! lol..it was like 5.40 or so liao..haha..lol..then we just went in quickly and settled for some BBQ chicken(donno the name) and fish cutlet..The taste was NOT BAD sia..but FAT! lol...at least the 3 of us share 2 meals..so we shared the fats together!! hahaha..after which, i went to buy waffle(choco) at prima and joy go buy yoghurt ice-cream and michelle go toilet..Then we go mrt liao...lol..joy went to bugis for musical concert...haha..and me and michelle went home by taking bus! Yeah....happy day indeed!!

Tues pics

Me and wenz at mrt

Me and wenz at mrt again! lol

Wed pics

Bowling balls 五颜六色

Joyce bowling-COOL

The 3 of us! At BBQ chicken eatery

Me and joyce at bowling centre

Me and joyce infront of ehub ferris wheel...er..the image like abit dark..

The 3 of us at entrance of bowling centre! lol

Joyce with bowling ball! haha...i decided not to upload mine...cuz my smile is too fake while i was holding the ball..LOL

Me and joyce again!! lol...michelle ar..u come late sia..otherwise we can take more photos with u! hahaha...

Me at home zipai

This is me wearing the pink checkered jumper that cost only 10 bucks! lolx

This is me and michelle on farewell assembly...LOL!!

2008-11-30T16:41:00.011+08:00

I went for some hair-do at bugis yesterday with my sister...Sat down there for ..let me think...4 hrs plus? just to do rebonding and abit of trimming...Then within 10 mins..my sis pangseh me and went to do nail polish(vain rite) beside the hair salon...lol...Then the boss ask me whether i wanna watch movie and then i har?? dumb rite...lol..he said he got DV player...then i said okay lor...and then i choose wad movie to watch while he went to do watever "treatment" on my hair...abit wierd la, but at least got smth to do...then i watch 200 pounds beauty lor..actually i have the dvd at home just that i nv watch...LOL..wadever la..Then wanna laugh out loud also cant, muz protect my own image ....lol...Then my sis's fren came...and they went out to stroll while pang seh me again..LOL..And after rebonding and haircut, i think late liao..so no dinner for me le...thus we go eat desert---famous place wor...the durian desert super tasty la!!! Feel like going there to eat again!! But the mango one not very nice...okay la..not bad only...hahaahaa...LOL

This is the durian desert that i m talking abt...Super nice!! lol

Menu

Me after the hair-do...finally i get to do rebonding!! LOL..haha..

Me and my sis at bugis street

Me and Felicia-my sis's fren...very nice person..lol

Me nerd look

Me zi pai at hm

Me at the desert stall zi pai--the light very glaring ..LOL..

2008-11-26T22:43:00.008+08:00

haha..i m back after a minor operation...healthy me...LOL..I totally feel disgusted during the whole operation...dots.i just had this anesthetic injection before the start of the operation .....and seriously i hate injection...it is super PAIN...but nvm...i bear with it...inject for donno how many times b4 the operation started ...and then,the surgeon donno how to lie my arm...this way or that way also seemed like an awkward position...then after that, they found all sorts of way to help me rest my arm ---use sandbag la...blanket la...wadsoever la...then i said no problem liao...then she operate lor..Terrible sia...she operate halfway and then said:" OH MY GOD!" I almost thought that i m gonna faint due to excessive blood bleeding...hahaha...Just kidding la...then after that i feel pain lor...then she said :"pain ar"...and i said ya...then she said sorry...then after that okay liao..Anyway the anesthetic injection abit no use leh...for 30 mins of operation, i still can feel the pain..the feeling is disgusting...can feel that she is using scissors and some surgical instrument to remove my cyst...and then the assistant asked me whether i wanna take a look at the lump..and due to curiosity ...i said YES...LOL..then she showed me and i said : OH MY GOD!..LOL...It is super DISGUSTING!" then they smile and said that it will be taken to the lab for experimentation...dots...the lump really look like RAW meatball floating on water lor..
P.S...If u ppl find this entry relatively disgusting..then paiseh ...LOL..just blogging abt the crappy experience in hospital today..nth much actually..

Actually i thought i really need a week of rest before i can start work...now..i don think so ba...i can even went out to eat with jun and wenz after the operation...even though i m very very sleepy...and almost leg numb.....but they just hold my hands and walk...hahahaa.....so funny...anyway i thank them for the concern and paying a visit to me in the ambulatory surgery centre...no matter how minor it is, they will still come ...lol...

My wound being bandaged ...nth to see but i still take a pic of it..i think 3-5 days later when i take it out...i may see the stitches, ewwww....

Forgot to post this even though i also donno y i should post this...okay ..this was taken while i was mugging for the A levels..I think i m emoing...Study at home already so sianz...then the weather still like that..really PO LENG SHUI okay...

Egg pudding..my sis bought it for me when i got nth to eat at hm during the As...and then i go and smash...LOl....relieve stress..hahaaha

Closer view of the smashed egg pudding..

Bye bye MJC....

2008-11-25T16:33:00.002+08:00

Got a job at kbox...trainee as cashier, probation for 3 months...sianz..at first wanna get this job but now got the job liao just that i find the pay abit....nvm....i do first before i decide to quit..lol..Anyone can recommend any tuition jobs for me? LOL...i can teach primary school and secondary school de...=)
i think my whole december will be occupied with jobs ....gonna be prepared with no tv, no spreeing and no videos for the moment.. Gonna aim for a target pay...yapyap...then i can go PLAY...Heard that 4E3 BBQ fixed on the 20th dec? Coolz...better be on leave for that day...
ARR...I M GOING ON OPERATION TOMORO!! GOD BLESS ME! LOL...

2008-11-19T12:10:00.002+08:00

WAD THE DOTS...i just realised that i have an operation in Changi hospital on the 26th of nov...i almost forgot abt it...dumb sia...okay i guessed i had to relax first..and my dad said that i will be in that dreaded hospital for more than half a day otherwise he cannot claim medical insurance.....BORING!!

2008-11-18T14:03:00.009+08:00

Oh yes..finally it is over...A LEVELS is over!! Actually i m supposed to be very happy, very excited and should be hopping around like some mad cow....BUT...it turned out that i m neutral..Don't know y...The feeling was just so different from "after O levels" that kind...i really donno y...anyway i told myself that i m suppose to do a reflection after the A levels...but come to think of it...i would rather write a "special thanks" and some future prospects rather than writing some flashbacks that doesnt serve to be remembered. Actually..even before the a levels started, in other words, while i was revising for the a levels, i think ALOT...And i was thinking of what i should plan forward to after the exams...And now, a levels is over, yet, i just simply couldn't foresee what i had come up with initially...Wierd right...but i shall plan now...

Okay, no matter wad my results are , cum mid febuary( cuz i think my careless mistakes really can bring down my whole score...abit sian but - i still wanna thank my teachers in MJC for giving me the support, guidance and of cause, the criticism -though i m not very receptive to receiving bad comments but i do learn from it...)Anyway i dont know whether the teachers and my friends will see this...but still, blogging out will make me happier...First and special thanks goes to

Mr Tan G.S
Actually if it wasnt for u, i think i would not want to stay in JC...i think the first yr in Jc for me was kinda screwed...but it is still u who gave me a driving force(applying physics concept-LOL) to study...maybe u don realise ...haha...but i can feel ur sincerity....hahaaha...

Ms Huda
The most generous and thoughtful tcher in two years of my JC life that i have come across...seriously even if u admit that those chocolates and sweets that u gave us were just a form of motivation to make us do our work or to make us stay back for a little while in school, i still find u a generous person indeed...cuz ur chocolates are super ex ...LOL...anyway, u are really super nice, without having ur lunch, u can simply give us consultation for donno how many hours with just munching a piece of sandwich in ur mouth...Maybe u dont know, but i m actually i m very touched...

Ms Cindy Ong
I wanna thank u for making the class study for chemistry....LOL..i think what u said earlier during farewell assembly that day was something that i have to agree with...If u wasnt here but "someone else" were to be our chem tcher...i think our grades may not improve significantly..

Mr Vincent Ng
I thank you for who u are...I admire ur personality.....and most importantly i have to thank u for teaching our class...Love ur jokes and love ur teaching...Maths to me, will never make me mad (as wad primary school kids write in autograph books..LOL) ...But I LOVE MATHS--my favourite subject=)

Ms Lim H.C
i thank u for having so much patience with a class that DON LIKE CHINESE AT ALL(for majority)...i think u are super nice too...anyway thankx for supporting CCS ---not many ppl are kin to knowing wad CCS is about...LOL...

Friends(If i were to thank one by one..the list will be damn long...but i will try)

Jiawen
Haha...u must have been glad that u are the first one on my list of "Special thanks"
Anyway, though we don talk alot in school because we have different combi...and we are in different class...BUT...don forget that we secondary school frenz are always the closest and warmest pals ever...together with jun, lam and fern...and we are in the same CCA...LOL!! So just wanna thank u for being hu u are...haha...simply just like that but with much sincerity...hahaha

Zimin
Haha...abit sad that we may not see each other so often le...JC life is over...But still, our friendship will nv end k!! hahax... U are the kindest person and most resposible person in our class that i can rely on ..I really thank u for always sitting beside me in class and listening to my problems at times=)

Jiayi(208)
Hey gal...we are not so close to each other as compared to last year(JC1) already...But i still put u in a very special place in my heart...If it wasnt for u to help me out in many of the class stuffs, i think i would not be able to control the class as well as u are...I admire ur leadership position and i really thank u for always being there for me...

Wan yee
Haha...the forever "hungry" person...Anyway thankx for giving me the support and comfort when i m feeling down...also helping me in my studies and sharing some common issues and gossips together...haha...It is simply funny and a let out for me...=)

Mabel
haha... thankx for many encouragement given to me during the A levels...U are super funny too!!!!

Siying
Hey gal!! I tell u wad..got time muz come my house sing K okay? haha...It is fun to have u and gaomin singing with me and timothy together....Anyway i thank u for being such a happy-go-lucky person! U make the day!

Gaomin
i thank u for consoling me when i m down...i m so touched! And also being such happy-go-lucky person=) haha...

Fara
Hey girl, maybe u dont know that i truly appreciate u as a friend because u are always there for me...together with jiayi...when i m feeling sad...=) Really appreciate u..

Timothy
U another gossiper..LOL...but don worry...i like u as a gossiper and as a friend...haha...Don forget to sing Ktv together and do some hip-dancing again! LOl...

Vincent
Hey, just to thank u for hu u are...LOL...i thank u for having common topics to share with me...hahaaa

Phoebe
Hey phoebe! I thank u for helping me in gp...haha..and definitely being a good friend where i can share my feelings with=)

Friends(CCS)

Charissa
Hey girl..u said that i m super nice..But i think i need to let u know that u are the one that is super nice...haha...i really feel delighted in listening to all ur jokes, and stories of urself ...and u being a lovable friend...i haven been so happy even in my own class...=) Thanks girl, u make my day!

Shu Xian
U are super nice too! I m taking free tution from u when i need help for maths...And also i always talk to u and charissa about myself when i was in school..y? Because, i can relate my issues to both of u...So i thank u for being a good tutor and a super nice person...=)

Michelle
Hey babe! hahaha....i tell u wad.....u are the nicest person to me! hahahaha....U are there when i m down...u are there for me to tok to....u are there to accompany me in studying...and many many many more...hahaha...I thank u for being so nice to me...=)Love ya!

Joycelyn
YO GAL..U are the same as Michelle..super nice ppl...hahaaha...I can relate my stories to u ,michelle and yining! Maybe one day we should come out together k? hahaha...and go shopping...yea should ask michelle...

Yining
Always super nice gal...Take bus 15 home with me most of the time...haha...my bus accompany! Anyway i thank u for being hu u are our school councellor and of cuz as a ccs member!

Jianhong
GOD BROTHER! I think i gotta treat u to swensens after giving me so many free tution ya? hahaaha...I thank u for being so nice and also able to know what i m thinking all the time...LOL...

There are many more to thank for BUT i think i spent quite some time down here already...Have to write down some future plans

Future plans
-Gotta find a private electone tcher in teaching me in organ( sacrificed my interest in these 2 yrs of JC and i gotta do smth abt it) Worse thing is...my dad said that he will only sponsor part of the fees for my organ lessons...haiz...how..i need to find a job la!!!!! No money ...got nothing...sianzzzz
-Gotta find a job..i donno wad job...just gonna find one to earn money for myself
-Gotta update my hse ktv
-Gotta enjoy myself of course
-Gotta go for singing course when i earn enuff money
-Gotta go back Jyss-Visit the tchers
-Gotta go to the gym-my mum said that i have gained weight...WAD THE...
-Gotta go bowling with frens
-Gotta play mahjong with frens
-Gotta have enuff slp
-Gotta learn to be independent
-Gotta travel abroad with frenz if i have the chance

There are of cuz alot more BUT i just dont know why i couldnt think of any now...Maybe i should get some slp first...and enjoy myself for the moment...
I still couldnt believe that THE A LEVELS IS OVER...i think i m feeling a tinge of sadness because i spent 2 yrs in JC sacrificing my interest in music...And, my mum cant get any commission from her job becuz the financial crisis seem to hit her job...And she is complaining abt it...
See la...how to feel happy after the Asss ....haizzzz

2008-11-14T18:17:00.004+08:00

Sianz...chem mcq was like...dots....i donno...i got mixed feelings after sitting for the paper...and as usual , careless mistakes here and there....Reuben was really a good mcq sitter...he seemed to be able to guess some of the tricker qns correctly...Not bad sia..but overall...still better than the prelims la...but i seriously feel that cambridge is really a WIERD exam setter okay...cuz for the whole of the 3 papers for chem, i kept on seeing GIBBS FREE .....GIBBS FREE ...and GIBBS FREE again in paper 1...wad the....
Then wad's the point of us practicing so much for energy cycle and Born-haber sia!!! I m abit angry about this cuz i practiced much of physical chem since i know that my weakness is in physical chem...and in the end...all the organic stuffs came out...dots...
Anyway 5 more days to freedom!!!!!!! Heard that there is 4E3 BBQ gathering...Yeah!!! I simply cant wait any longer!!
Even though i don wish to emphasize this again but i really wanna get out of JCCCCC life!!!!
Gonna do abit of a reflection in my blog after the 18th in order to get a head-start after i get out of MJC..
Haiz..watched the 9pm channel 8 drama and i think i cried a few times upon seeing the Bufan cry...omg....aids is really scary...

2008-11-12T18:28:00.003+08:00

haha..so happy...i m done with physics paper 2, chem paper 2 and econs!! The papers are relatively easy just tt somehow, i made abit of careless mistakes here and there for my sciences....Gotta redeem myself through scoring for paper 1..haha...and i was rather glad that i studied the right things for econs! And i simply knew that oil price/ ethanol production will come out...LOL...just donno la...based on my instinct since nowadays oil price so high and surely they wanna test us on oil one..lol...i was hoping that i can at least get an A for econs...just hoping ba...now..gotta just focus on mcq le...haha...i see freedom soon!!! Btw i cant wait for 20th of november to come! Gonna meet jun they all soon...cant wait to get out of JC life...LOL...:p

2008-11-07T12:24:00.005+08:00

今天和昨天（考试前在做准备）所发生的状况！

Had a terrible terrible stomachache yesterday after i came back from school(after the chem paper 3) and i kept on using the washroom till don even have time to revise for maths paper 2 which was TODAY...i almost couldnt tolerate and requested my brother to go downstairs and buy some medicine for me ytd...and after taking it, it is okay FOR ONLI A WHILE..haiz...i really have no choice but to bear the pain and revise maths until 1am ...have to sacrifice some sleep no matter wad cuz i spent so much time in the washroom...And this morning, i had diarrhea again...wad the...the worse thing was that my "healing pills" went missing in the morning and i couldnt find them...And my dad had to drive to my grandma's house to save my plight...And then, he drove back to Meridian to pass me the healing pills(so called) and i had to ate it just 5 mins before i stepped into the exam hall...My mind was like.."die, hope that i can do the qns ...hope that it isnt so hard as i never practice anything ytd...." I was fortunate enough that i wasnt having stomachache during those few hours of exam period...
And luckily, i found those qns do-able (provided tat i don make any careless miastakes)...
I hope this is the last time that i m encountering such dreaded incident...maybe this time round i had to blame myself for not taking good care of myself...

何维健克罗地亚的天空
后院的蒲公英逐渐失去笑容
我始终不懂浇多少水才够
没有你的屋子变得好残旧
失去制造新记忆的渴求
有张明信片你一直不肯丢
常对着它发呆好久
一座心形岛屿在蔚蓝海中
美丽得让你爱不释手
于是我拼了命的搜索找寻那座岛屿的下落
唯一为你许下的承诺就是要牵着你的手
漫步在你梦想中的天国
白色的蒲公英带着梦
散落在我深爱你的天空
像纷飞的雪花飘在夏天的风
温热的气候不会有寒冬
我用力地握着你的手
翱翔在通往幸福的天空
这景象一直都是你梦寐以求
牵着手我们一起验收
好不容易真的有线索在亚得里亚海某个角落
带着你飞过半个地球奔向你梦想的出口
你的声音却越来越微弱
我只需要多一分钟给你最后一次感动
你的呼吸却变沉重
白色的蒲公英带着梦
散落在克罗地亚的天空
像纷飞的雪花飘在夏天的风
温热的气候心忍受着寒冬
我用力地握着你的手
翱翔在没有幸福的天空
这景象一直都是你梦寐以求
却只剩我代替你验收
多希望你能睁开双眸

2008-11-04T19:44:00.005+08:00

I m feeling frea**king dumb for attempting all 3 qns for physics A LEVEL exam...Can u imagine, i did such a stupid mistake and worse still, at this crucial point of time...I felt so embarrassed in walking up the stage just to ask the examiner whether i can cancel out one of my qns...how hell unlucky...On the first day where i sat for GP, i realized 5 mins before the exam that i brought the confirmation slip instead of the entry proof to the exam hall...And the invigilator was like damn angry and yes she should...and today...I M CARELESS again...blur like donno wad..do all 3 questions and never realized that i m like fre**king lack of time...dah....Anyway i had to thank yunfang even though i think she wont know tt i m a little grateful to her...Becuz of her boldness to defend for herself and speak for herself just to cancel out that particular qns, i got the chance to do it as well..i know there shouldn be any excuse because it was really our fault...But i m abit lucky because she was also there...it was like two people reinforcing to the examiner that "we just wanna....." and hence they got persuaded...But i m not so lucky..so i have to learn that i shouldn take things for granted...
But whatever it is, i just hope for the best and die die also must do my best for the rest of the papers...i was trying DAMN hard to concentrate for the maths paper just now which was straightafter the physics paper..
Luckily my parents nv really asked me abt how's the As...cuz i don wanna let them know abt it....even though my dad was quite apparent about my carelessness and all that....But i told my brother and as usual he said:" Haiyo! Next time please don like that liao la..u everytime exam cock up one leh!" dots....i do agree but i just donno y...
but that's not the point anyway.....ya ,thus, i have to blog this out to feel better...And even if people out there thinks that i m dumb, i don think i m gonna bother..because even if i m 'dumb' in this way, i m still clever in other things....
I always put myself down and don believe in what i do...but now, i realise that becuz of this lack of confidence, i m always being taken advantage of....I don care what 'these people' will pinpoint ...but i do know that if u pinpoint, please set yourself a good example first...otherwise....yup...its okay...anyway my main point here is just to hope that i will try my best and not let my teachers down...

2008-10-24T00:53:00.001+08:00

明天以后-国语
泳儿林峰

泳:在你的记忆里面有一个我
在你最痛苦的时候陪你度过
难过过了天晴朗了我就走

林:你拯救我的寂寞我的痛我的梦
在你的面前我不必保留
还来不及对你说
迟到的我的心动

泳:你的好你的坏
林:我的脾气你最懂
泳:我不要你心疼我(林:我不要你离开我)
合:明天的以后我们会懂
失恋的挫折让人变更成熟

泳:我对你感觉胜过爱情
林:因为有你给我勇气给我用不完的运气
林:其实也想好好爱你
泳:只怕到最后不小心让你伤心(林:我不怕会伤心)
合:对不起我对你再好再亲密都不能在一起
林:最后看你在别人怀里
泳:有天我会找到我的唯一(林:我并不是你的唯一)
合:还微笑祝福你

林:你拯救我的寂寞我的痛我的梦
在你的面前我不必保留
泳:我从来没对你说
压抑的我的心动

林:我的好我的坏我的脾气你最懂
泳:我不要你来心疼我
合:明天的以后我们会懂
失恋的挫折让人变更成熟

泳:我对你感觉胜过爱情
林:因为有你给我勇气给我用不完的运气
林:其实也想好好爱你
泳:只怕到最后不小心让你伤心(林:我不怕会伤心)
合:对不起我对你再好再亲密都不能在一起
林:最后看你在别人怀里
泳:有天我会找到我的唯一(林:我并不是你的唯一)
合:还微笑祝福你

泳:爱情总让人折磨
林:所以我们才选择
合:做比情人更好的朋友

泳:我对你感觉胜过爱情
林:因为有你给我勇气给我用不完的运气
林:其实也想好好爱你
泳:只怕到最后不小心让你伤心(林:我不怕会伤心)
合:对不起我对你再好再亲密都不能在一起
林:最后看你在别人怀里
泳:有天我会找到我的唯一(林:我并不是你的唯一)
合:还微笑祝福你

2008-10-18T11:42:00.003+08:00

Even though i seldom talk to him , just a Hi and bye person...but i sort of feels sad upon him leaving this Earth...Just hope that even if he is in heaven, he will live on with his dreams and believe that music makes the world go merrier=)

Is there ever a cure for cancer? Sigh...

歌手：林俊杰&蔡卓妍

我还在寻找
一个依靠和一个拥抱
谁替我祈祷替我烦恼
为我生气为我闹
幸福开始有预兆
缘分让我们慢慢紧靠
然后孤单被吞没了
无聊变得有话聊有变化了
<合>小酒窝长睫毛
是你最美的记号
我每天睡不着想念你的微笑
你不知道你对我多么重要
有了你生命完整的刚好
小酒窝长睫毛
迷人得无可救药
我放慢了步调
感觉像是喝醉了
终于找到心有灵犀的美好
一辈子暖暖的好
我永远爱你到老

幸福开始有预兆
缘分让我们慢慢紧靠
然后孤单被吞没了
无聊变得有话聊有变化了
<合>小酒窝长睫毛是你最美的记号
我每天睡不着想念你的微笑
你不知道你对我多么重要
有了你生命完整的刚好
小酒窝长睫毛
迷人得无可救药
我放慢了步调
感觉像是喝醉了
终于找到心有灵犀的美好
一辈子暖暖的好我永远爱你到老
小酒窝长睫毛
迷人得无可救药
我放慢了步调
感觉像是喝醉了
终于找到心有灵犀的美好
一辈子暖暖的好
我永远爱你到老

2008-10-13T12:57:00.005+08:00

Just to blog about the farewell assembly on friday...yes it was like how many days ago...and i couldnt blog for the past few days because this one and only computer was occupied by both my siblings...i think they are super scary...i cannot believe that my house will be able to save on energy and electricity bill when the computer is kept ON for 24 hours a day NON-STOP ...Every min and every hour, when i want to use the computer, someone will definitely be there FIRST...either my brother or my elder sister...DOTS...okay...finally i get to use it now because one is sleeping and another is working...dah...

Yap i went late for the farewell assembly just to get more sleep ...so haha..but i still get to take pictures with my classmates and ccs people..lol...but i couldnt upload most of the pictures cuz most of them were taken from jiayi, wanyee and Adeline's cam....LOL...so i only have pictures of me with michelle, yining and joyce in my hp..

Me and Joyce

Me and Yining

Me and Michelle

OKAY!! I really hesitate to put these few photos up because i think my pimples can be seen clearly and i guess after the a levels, i really got to do facial!!LOLXX

歌手：林佳仪

一个人的我依然会微笑
(原曲名:空と君のあいだに)

作词:刘虞瑞作曲:miyuki nakajima

如果想哭我自己会找地方
你不必担心我会弄湿你肩膀
走在街上到处是寂寞的人
我想谁都不要同情的眼光
受一点伤并不是可怕的事
人就是这样才会愈来愈坚强
谁叫男人永远比女人清楚
爱情它何时该收何时该放
你走吧我不哭无论多痛苦
你走吧我不哭就算会迷路
明天一个人的我依然会微笑
虽然它或许也是伤心的开始
爱情的轮回总是一次又一次
是悲是喜终将都变成往事
明天一个人的我依然会微笑
那怕早已没有人记得我名字
别问我为何执迷不悟的尝试
女人生来就多这么一点痴

2008-10-09T18:21:00.002+08:00

Tiredness

Had been going to school almost every single day after the prelims and this is so fre*aking dead tired ...even for farewell assembly tomoro...sianz...don feel like going but it seems so stupid, cuz it is the last day of school already ...
Jc life is just so tiring and boring...secondary school life is memorable and primary school life is interesting...lol...just a sudden thought that came out from my head...also nothing much today...

2008-10-05T00:54:00.003+08:00

Sigh..sometimes i just feel like demolishing this blog ...cuz it doesnt seem to allow me to vent my feelings out...
怎么办，心里感到非常难过，却又无能为力。。。真的好想在世界中心大声哭泣。。。因为我真的没有任何办法去理解。。也不明白。。。不明白该怎么做双方面才会好。。。

钟嘉欣-你不懂我的心

你说你要飞翔的自由
只不过是一个藉口
我也会接受
曾经牵着你的手
还要甚黱要求
我只要退在你背后
终有一天我会成为你最好的朋友
无理取闹也会忍受
心在痛眼泪倒流

我不懂你的心还要守到最后
就算爱情厌旧从指缝溜走擦破我双手
你不懂我的心有时候真的好累想不再回头
放开所有可惜我一直没办法留却也没办法走

曾经牵着你的手还要甚黱要求
我只要退在你背后
终有一天我会成为你最好的朋友
无理取闹也会忍受
心在痛眼泪倒流

想找一个理由好让我转身就走
为甚黱这个时候才发现我愈恨你愈难受

我不懂你的心还要守到最后就算拥抱变旧
温度已不够我一样温柔
你不懂我的心尝试过一千遍写下很多理由
决定放手可惜我一直没办法留却也没办法走

2008-10-02T14:19:00.004+08:00

Okay now i got smth to blog and i really wanna vent my frustration out in this blog...

I freaking dont understand how someone can get so sensitive over something that is so small and not worth any bit to argue about. If anyone is angry over what i said, be it a small matter or big matter or anything, i believe that there is a need for that particular person to clarify straight with me...Not provoking me and teasing me unnecessarily just to feel good..By making fun of me just to feel better and not clarifying with me whether or not what i said to you was on purpose was seriously stupid...I really despised your way of "feeling good by making fun of me".. If this person is reading my blog, hopefully u will feel remorse over your childish act and please dont ever do that again to anyone...including ppl in our class...

Anyway actually i don feel like blogging this but there is something which i really wanna thank my cca about. Because i seriously dont find this feeling of warmth in my own class(mjc)..Even till now, i still find myself more able to adapt to talking to ppl in ccs as compared to ppl in my own class.. Maybe because all of us have common goals and we don mind sharing with each another....I donno whether shu xian will see this, anyway thanks for giving me help in maths when i have any enquiries...and also charissa, for bringing laughter to me every morning when i see u in school...

Okay gonna study hard this time round...just got back econs(H1) and i passed! Not anything to feel surprised about cuz i don think i put in enough effort to get a good grade..whatever it is...there is no time for blogging...time to mug!

2008-09-26T20:14:00.002+08:00

actually i got nth to blog today....just feel a little empty and i wanna do smth...maybe life gets bored for me in jc2 at this point of time...

anyway really nth much...just stop here then...

2008-09-24T15:40:00.002+08:00

Haiz...So near yet so far...got 39.7 for chem...all becuz of that paper 3 that i sat and i didnt focus enough....was too sleepy...and of cuz the mcq...but doesnt matter already..the marks wasnt really that impt even though how i wish i can get at least an S...just that 0.3 marks rite...haiz....but it really shows smth..to learn from my mistakes and stay focus during the a levels...Miss ong encouraged the whole class today...she said that we climbed our way up from quite a bottom class to rank 15 in the school cohort...she said that those who had above 35 was above average... even though i still think that it was just a consolation cuz, the paper wasn't really that difficult...it is a matter of writing the correct things, staying focus and choosing the right qns...

Today our principal talked to the school and said that some of us are there but not hitting the correct grade or target...perhaps circling..and i truly agree..i think i m one of them...exam strategy is damn important i am trying my best to adapt to it...At least, i tried my best for physics and have gotten a C...i jumped 3 grades! I feel a little happier for myself...lol..but it is ultimately the a level that counts...
No matter what, it is important to lift up the spirit and keep the momemtum going as the A levels are near...

2008-09-21T01:26:00.006+08:00

Just finished watching Hana yori dango part 1 and 2..lol..i know i am abit slow but doesnt matter...cuz i m the type that can chiong finish and feel so shiok at the same time..hahaha...Jiawen and Jun kept on talking about the movie during our meet and after which i went home to watch part 1 and 2...spent 1.5days watching...and i was so so deeply engrossed into the show..lol..actually it is about the same as Taiwan version la..but Jap version nicer...the main character, the gal is super KAWAII nehxxx!!! hahahaha...and Hua ze lei in the show...super SHUAI...lolx!!

The girl very cute and pretty wor! LOL...

2008-09-18T17:25:00.005+08:00

Guess what i did today?
Schedule for the day

6.40am-woke up so early just to get ready for school...and sat for a 1 hour paper

8am-physics mcq paper 1 started(last prelim paper)

9.15am-physics mcq paper ended and Mr Teo released us ROW BY ROW...dots...i was rushing for my medical appointment at SGH at 10.20pm...dots...

9.30am-I just went up to Mr Teo and asked whether i can be released early for my medical appt...and yap i just went off after consent..

10.20am-Reached SGH upon my dad's drove to Outram...and um...My dad waited with me for the appt from 10.20 upon registration to 11.30 before we went in...y so long leh?
There are about 5 patients waiting for consultation before me...And one of them took about 25 mins...

11.30am-Went into room no 6 to consult a oncologist(also not very sure cuz i merely took a small glimpse at his name tag) and he looked at my upper left arm to examine the cyst that is formed..
He stretched my arm several times and asked his students to examine for me..LOL...and they don seem to know anything abt it...So he decided to just gave an answer..He said " okay, it seemed fairly mobile, and it is formed under the skin...not of any problem...blablabla" and after tat i donno what he said already..i just asked him isit a natural phenomenon and he said yes...and then he said it is formed when some glands(oil) is being trapped beneath the skin and got clogged, that's y a cyst is formed...And I was like ???.So my case was called sebaceous cyst...Wadever..anyway i had to fix an operation date with the another nurse in another room, room 9..
Can u imagine how long have my dad and i waited...dah

11.45am-Waited for my turn to fix an appt for the day surgery(16 people waiting before me)

12.15pm-Fixed a date with the nurse, 26 of november...

12.20pm-Waiting to bill in at the counter...WAIT AGAIN...

12.40pm-Quickly step out of clinic C and told my dad to quickly go work..i go hm through mrt..then SO COINCIDENCE..WE SAW AH MA...LOL...with her maid..and uncle roger was queuing up for her medicine..and i got "trapped" by having to stay with ah ma...cuz she asked me to sit uncle roger's car hm...i was so pai seh and i turned down at first..but ultimately, i still stay because she managed to nag and persuade me to stay..

1.40pm-Uncle brought us to Tiong Bahru to eat..he just pass me 5 dollars to buy whatever i want..LOL..i just buy fishball meepok when i wasnt tat hungry in the first place..ha...then chatted with him about how life is for me...Uncle roger is nice...ya...

3.00pm-Reached ah ma hse and waited for my cousin to come to my hse...we walked and chatted home..

3.15-4.45pm-We were Ktv-ing and singing even though we pratically have no voice already..LOL

4.45pm-she had to go back to set up things for her dad....

Freaking dead tired already..Ps..the oncologist speaked like Mr ng kar kit..LOL