Tuesday, November 04, 2008

I m feeling frea**king dumb for attempting all 3 qns for physics A LEVEL exam...Can u imagine, i did such a stupid mistake and worse still, at this crucial point of time...I felt so embarrassed in walking up the stage just to ask the examiner whether i can cancel out one of my qns...how hell unlucky...On the first day where i sat for GP, i realized 5 mins before the exam that i brought the confirmation slip instead of the entry proof to the exam hall...And the invigilator was like damn angry and yes she should...and today...I M CARELESS again...blur like donno wad..do all 3 questions and never realized that i m like fre**king lack of time...dah....Anyway i had to thank yunfang even though i think she wont know tt i m a little grateful to her...Becuz of her boldness to defend for herself and speak for herself just to cancel out that particular qns, i got the chance to do it as well..i know there shouldn be any excuse because it was really our fault...But i m abit lucky because she was also there...it was like two people reinforcing to the examiner that "we just wanna....." and hence they got persuaded...But i m not so lucky..so i have to learn that i shouldn take things for granted...
But whatever it is, i just hope for the best and die die also must do my best for the rest of the papers...i was trying DAMN hard to concentrate for the maths paper just now which was straightafter the physics paper..
Luckily my parents nv really asked me abt how's the As...cuz i don wanna let them know abt it....even though my dad was quite apparent about my carelessness and all that....But i told my brother and as usual he said:" Haiyo! Next time please don like that liao la..u everytime exam cock up one leh!" dots....i do agree but i just donno y...
but that's not the point anyway.....ya ,thus, i have to blog this out to feel better...And even if people out there thinks that i m dumb, i don think i m gonna bother..because even if i m 'dumb' in this way, i m still clever in other things....
I always put myself down and don believe in what i do...but now, i realise that becuz of this lack of confidence, i m always being taken advantage of....I don care what 'these people' will pinpoint ...but i do know that if u pinpoint, please set yourself a good example first...otherwise....yup...its okay...anyway my main point here is just to hope that i will try my best and not let my teachers down...

Jasmine aka Lihin
7:44 PM

All about me

Jasmine Siah Li Hin
20
Junyuan sec, Meridian JC, NTU

Love and Hate

Wants and likes
To travel around the world
More sleep
To play piano all my life
Watching dramas, hong kong, taiwan,korean series..
All my beloved friends in mjc
All my beloved friends in junyuan 4E3,06
All my beloved friends in choir, be it mj or jyss
All my beloved friends in CCS Mjc
All my beloved friends in NTU To sing
To bowl
To hang around with my friends
To play mahjong--someone has to teach me tai!
To continue playing the piano
Hates
People who shirks responsibilities
Being too stressed
Being lonely
Being too sensitive
Being bullied